"Also I've been trying my best to get a job in the hospital right next to my school! Literally a 2-3 minutes walk away. "
I apologize if it was already addressed somewhere and I missed it, but why can't you just volunteer at this hospital if it's so close? That seems that it would solve the problem about volunteering costing money for transportation.
"I've seen plenty of hospice volunteer and paid opportunities in my area, but I don't think I'm prepared for that right now."
This seems like it would be a perfect fit that helps you gain clinical experience through employment or volunteering, how come you don't think you are prepared for it right now?
"Carry a bag? Walk through neighborhoods with high crime? Don't think so. But seriously the public transportation here is about 3 miles out, that's a 1hr and 30 minute walk. I'm so thankful for whenever my dad is able to take me to where I need to go."
"1.5 hours isnt much just wake up earlier, and carry mace with you. Problem solved."
I just wanted to comment that I too live in a pretty crappy area (though public transportation is a plenty here), and there is no way I'd feel that getting up 1.5 hrs earlier, walking 1.5 hrs through this area, even with mace, would be a wise decision on my part (I get threatened/yelled at/recently chased and kicked at/asked for sex etc. at least weekly, by mentally unstable homeless people or prostitutes/pimps who get mad while I wait at the corner to cross the street to get to my bus stop-this in jeans, tennis shoes, a backpack and avoiding eye contact with everyone). Plus 1.5 hrs is a lot, I used to walk my dog 1.5 hrs to the dog park and it is exhausting, especially if it's warmer out and there's a lot of hills.
I do feel that getting a bike though wouldn't be a bad idea. It's too congested where I live now where I'd feel safe riding a bike (nor do I have space to store one), but I used a bike as my primary transportation source during and after high school to get to work, school, and volunteer places.
"I think that's what it is. I'm rushing. The only reason I'm rushing is because it will take me 6 years total to get my bachelors degree and I have some nerve to want to take a gap year. Most likely I'll be 24 when applying, but 25 when I get accepted."
Don't feel that just because you are an older applicant than some, you need to rush. If it makes you feel any better, I'm turning 25 this year, and basically starting over so I still have 3-4 years of undergrad to complete, and then will probably take a gap year to work as an EMT or CNA. I currently am getting a part-time job at my local movie theater (15 min walk away from my apt), volunteering with a hospital that is close to my CC where I get to read to kids, help in the play area, etc, which I'm really excited about, and also volunteer with another program that reads to underserved kids once a month (it takes place a 5 min walk from my apartment), as that is what I have an absolute blast doing. I'm also going to start volunteering with a program that distributes food and supplies to homeless people, as it's important to me to do something to help make their lives better.
You might think that those volunteer activities don't sound meaningful or enjoyable, but I find great meaning and joy in doing them, and get excited about it. I think that is what part of your problem is, you are asking us to help you find activities that *you* will find meaningful, but we can't. I think the job that you applied for that involved transporting patients and doing lab stuff would be AWESOME, but clearly, you don't think the same. To me, it sorta seems that you have high expectations of what you think a "meaningful" experience classifies as.
It's unclear to me whether or not you already have a job, but if you don't, then I would just start applying to jobs that are in walking distance of your home or school, that are the typical food service/customer service/retail jobs. That way, you will have the finances to start shadowing, expand the distance you can volunteer, etc. I think you also might have good luck searching on
VolunteerMatch - Where Volunteering Begins for volunteer opportunities near you. You can also narrow down your interests too.
It also seems that you are just popcorning around with volunteering, trying to find activities that will fit boxes as you and someone else already addressed. You would be better off finding a few activities you *LOVE* and then stick with them for a couple years.