This thread is soooo freaking funny! I've avoided it because I'm too d*mn tired.
I'm on my 21st day of work (yes - some of them have been split days), but yes - 21 days of getting up every AM & knowing I was going to have to open/close ..... staff the ICU/OR/MHU/SNF...whatever - just not graveyard (sorry Tussionex!).
You DO NOT EVEN WANT TO KNOW WHY!!!! It has been a bad misalignment of my signs - I'm sure of it (& I don't believe in that nonsense!).
Let me tell you - you CANNOT be on your game for 80 hours a week. I've made so many mistakes - that have fortunately been caught before they ever went out - I cannot even count them. Those who are working with me (who, btw, are also going way, way out of their way - we are all sharing the load) - know we need to check each other - & we do many, many times! There is no defense for fatigue - check out the court cases! (the reason for the double & triple checks!).
There is no amount of $$$$ in the world to do what I have done!!!! I have done it only because of coworker family issues/friend's issues/more info than you want.
Its dangerous to my patients & very, very dangerous to me.
I just told MSIII that this is what she is looking to do in 18 mo or so as a resident & when she needs to cry - my shoulder is right there (thank you Ma Bell!). I'm looking to find a way to get a day or two off so I can visit with her when she comes home next week - just to introduce myself as her mother
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Its horrible - ABSOLUTELY & ACUTELY HORRIBLE!!!!!!! So - when that pharmacist or resident or attending swears at you & damages your sensibilities - you might just think about how many hours that person has worked with just a few hours of sleep in between. I've become proficient at swearing as though I'm working on a dock (under my breath...but my coworkers hear, just as I hear them)..
Go look at workplace studies if you want the real poop on what motivates people. After a certain monetary gain - it is not $$$$. It is time off - consistent, reliable time off to spend as they wish to spend it.
Your loans will be there until you die, which if you work 80 hrs a week may be sooner rather than later since sleep deprived folks (of which I count myself among!) have a higher incidence of car accidents.
I've paid off a house, 3 remodels, more cars than I can count right now (they exceed 5 - the number a pharmacists counts by
) 2 college educations, one partial medical school education & one who is contemplating graduate school. We've not even spoken of weddings.....debt is my life. But - I'd give my poor dead dog to have 2 days off in a row (or even 1 day off!!!) and I'd take on more debt.
Get over it!
Old Timer - I respect you & I've probably worked with you (or your same person in a parallel universe)....but, these are the things that young folks think about. I certainly did & I worked my *ss off the first year I was a pharmacist.
What did I get for my efforts? - a 10 day bout with viral pneumonia. Now - everyone doesn't get that, but these kids are borrowing money which to them is like Monopoly money. It has no meaning yet. My daughter, MSIII, just says, no problem...this semester is only $35K - I'll borrow it.
They still have some living to do & they aren't yet there to know that debt, time & managing both is a fine & difficult balancing act. There are desires, obligations, SO's dreams.....all those things we dealt with years ago. Likewise, they have no knowledge of how to balance the choices we make starting a family with this difficult profession we are in - time & money are already an obligation which is an additonal burden to young people.
We made our choices & not all of them were the best (hence - my most recent 3 weeks!!!!). But...make your choices wisely & for the right reasons.
Money is not my motivator. I have significant people with whom I work who I've relied upon in the past & I (& help my colleagues) are returning the favor.
Be careful what your motivator is - money is fleeting - relationships & time you can never get back.