@SurfingDoctor
I'm bitter because I am of the work ethic and commitment to duty to dig my own grave when ordered to. And I pretty much was, and I pretty much did.
It's a travesty to take the best and brightest and hardest working we can find, and do that. I wasn't the only one.
I cut out a big post where I tell about my life story to say, my only surprise entering the medical field wasn't all the ways I would suffer
It was all the ways my colleagues would hurt me
It was also the way any of us were treated whenever we had human stuff, like cancer, diabetes, arthritis, rape, just to name a few cases *I knew personally*
that were treated.... well? Like Dr. Kelso. You just don't expect that much evil and disdain for human suffering to come from a physician. If it was Wall Street, it would really be less outrageous
I guess a lot of people didn't think training to be a doctor meant being treated without human sympathy, ironically.
TLDR
-I told you my life story to say, I'm not a snowflake
-I'm no stranger and do not object to a lot of stress, discomfort, work, and outright abuse
-I found the psychological atmosphere of training to be pretty damn malignant anyway
-culture of silence, one that punishes those who are hurting and speak up
-culture of toxic shame
-harder on the healthy than necessary, to the point of iatrogenic illness
-self-neglect abounds and is encouraged
-poor treatment & discrimination against the ill within our own ranks
-it's a problem whether you see it or not
-we can do better
I just see the work hour issue as one manifestation of a disease, a blemish in the overall pox affecting the practice of medicine.
It's at best emblematic, at worst just another way they can hurt you more.