If I had the power to move your thread I would,
but I don't. Hopefully a MOD will move the thread as I think you will also get some really good advice in the allo thread. Of course these are big decisions, so I need to preface this post by saying only YOU can ultimately make them, and after some long and hard thought.
I know you said you were going to speak with someone at the med school, and I suggest speaking with maybe more than one person to get a few angles on advice. Student Affairs office, or even a Psychological counseling office. Just remember, your information will remain confidential with a medical counselor, make certain that whomever you speak to you ask for their confidence the moment you shut their office door behind you. I DONT say this to pass judgement on your situation, I'm not going to do that. Just that you seem to want support and not evil eyes from your very conservative family, I imagine that goes for your Profs and colleagues at Med School. That's all.
As for advice, you can only handle what you think you can. If your med school offers the option of a research year, then that's one way to go. Just remember, your child will be one instead of 2 months, or something like that, if you delay. Or 2 instead of 1. I suggest that - with the exception of a colic-y child,
the difference might be negligible at home. What the demands of med school might be in those years is for you and other med students to know.
But, no matter what, I'm not sure I see this getting "easier" by delaying a year. All that guarantees you is a research year, or if you choose a leave of absence it simply undoes ALL that amazingly hard work you went through to get into med school in the first place. (kudos by the way). But, might a delay be just what you need to settle in and bang through med school, and residency, and fellowship (see where I'm going with this), then fine. It should be an option, your med school advisors will know best.
Here's the other side of the argument: the timing of my own child's birth hurt my anatomy grade. But I was a non-trad student taking UCLA extension classes. I could have just put off class until summer session. It was an easy fix, and you are already through one of the the biggest hoops there is. Just stating this as an example. My son happened to be born on the FIRST day of anatomy, so, it was really rough timing, if you can have a summer to buffer, all the better. And no, a year off isn't going to kill you. Or your career. You're very young.
If you don't delay, then we can start options re: how to succeed as a soon to be mom. Anecdotally, my friend had two kids before attending med school, SINGLE MOM, and a third during med school, remaining a single mom. I guess she meant it when she said she was interested in OB/GYN. None of the dad's were around. It can be done. If that's the answer you want, it's possible. You will get support from the state, from the dad (if you decide to go that route), and maybe also from the med school when you declare a new dependent. And when all else fails, I don't know if you are attending a private med school, or public, but LOANS are another option. If you go to P&S and pay 45K a year in tuition, hard to take more loans out, I know. But if you go to, I dunno, SUNY SB or UCLA and are in state, the loans are their to cover living expenses, remember that. As I said, not ideal, but doable. Day care will be your new best friend. Or worst friend. But it will be a new reality for you. I think there was a SDN student who talked here about studying for her MCAT while breast feeding her child, and now she's in med school. Just a point for reference.
And lastly, you're pregnant, I'm not sure anyone has said congratulations, but, um, ya know, congratulations. Some of the greatest children have been unplanned, like, um, ya know, my two children!!!!
And some of the most fun SDN members were also unplanned, like me.
(I'll save the details mom and dad told me, but it's a "cute" story.)
Keep sight of the big picture: your career, and, if you decide, your child. If you do take a year off, and I guess this is really the big concern lurking in the back of my mind, finally put my finger on it....MAKE SURE you go back to Med School, and don't let life run off down the tracks. It has a tendency to do that.
Good luck.
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