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As some of you may recognize, I'm the one that's on the third application cycle with only waitlists. Going through this entire process for the third time with the possibility of never succeeding even at this point has really taken a toll on my mental health. I've started getting therapy and antidepressants because of these circumstances. The past couple of months, I've been been waking up in the middle of the night and unable to fall asleep again just thinking about this entire situation. How this cycle can make someone go through so much and not even provide them with definitive answers as to why they have been failing really takes a toll on me. Has anyone else found themselves in similar distress?
I know many of you may say that it isn't the end of the world but everybody has their own value on life/career goals and I've placed a lot of value in this. Many of you may suggest a reapplication but each application is becoming increasingly difficult for many personal circumstances including having to rewrite the new MCAT (I wrote the old one) and the cost. I spent around $5000 on application/interview related expenses this cycle and I come from a mid-level income family.
Edit: I've finally received an acceptance as of mid-May. I'm deeply thankful and grateful for this opportunity as well as the support I have received on this forum. I hope I can be an example to all of those that have been facing difficulty with the admissions process and will do my best to help future applicants and reapplicants.
I know many of you may say that it isn't the end of the world but everybody has their own value on life/career goals and I've placed a lot of value in this. Many of you may suggest a reapplication but each application is becoming increasingly difficult for many personal circumstances including having to rewrite the new MCAT (I wrote the old one) and the cost. I spent around $5000 on application/interview related expenses this cycle and I come from a mid-level income family.
Edit: I've finally received an acceptance as of mid-May. I'm deeply thankful and grateful for this opportunity as well as the support I have received on this forum. I hope I can be an example to all of those that have been facing difficulty with the admissions process and will do my best to help future applicants and reapplicants.
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