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I don't feel singled out or attacked...I've made my choices in life, and this is where I am, studying medicine at 40 while my kids are in their teens/early 20s. I didn't have to stay home with my kids, I chose to because it was very important to me. I didn't have to return to school, complete an entire bachelors and masters degree from scratch and go to medical school, I chose to because it is important to me. I respect the choices of others and fully acknowledge that they have completely different priorities. I think there's room for all of us here.I think it's great that you went back to school at an older age and followed through with your own plans in life. But that being said, why did you need to be the one to stay at home? Also why not avoid this all together and steer clear of starting a family in the first place? Maybe our priorities aren't the same and I don't mean to single you out personally, but this is likely something many aspiring doctors have gone through and I would say a vast majority are not willing to try getting into medical school at age forty something.
My relationship with my husband is full of compromise on both sides, every day. Our goal is to always put the other first, and to seek out ways to be happy and fulfilled ourselves, so that we can then pour support & love into one another's lives as well as the lives of our children.Yeah I think it's good to have both if thats what you want. But 12+ years of schooling in somewhat unpredictable locations comes with a lot of sacrifice that I see ruining a lot of my colleagues lives. It was one thing decades ago when most people went straight from college to medical school with no gaps. But the starting age of medical students now is approaching 26 in many schools. I can't imagine dealing with all the stress and conflicts that come with a committed relationship on top of being in the pressure cooker that is medical training in this country.
I'm not sure what to say about this, except that maybe you're not in a place in your life to be in a long term relationship yet, or maybe you've been burned in the past. A healthy relationship would be two people thinking in terms of "us", not "me", and making decisions together. A good relationship should be a safe haven at the end of the day...a place where you go and you know you'll be supported and loved when the world beats you up. In turn, you should be with someone that you feel like you want to support and love, not just another person you feel obligated to with your time, emotion and money.I'm not sure what your definition of a healthy relationship is, but I've dated while in college/medical school and found it to be very taxing and stressful. It was a huge distraction from academics and I can definitely see it being something that leads to people failing classes/exams. As far as long term commitment goes, I can only imagine that the burden is increased ten fold. Who wants to get pummeled by professors/attendings all day just to go home to another high maintenance commitment that you need to pour even more energy into? Most people get married for the financial benefits that come with it. As a physician, you will make more than enough to support yourself so making this sacrifice makes no sense. Why go through so many years of training/hardship just to have someone else tell you what you are allowed to do with your money and spare time? (not to mention a 50/50 chance of it leaving you financially and emotionally ruined)