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Hi I'm 24 years old and work at a minimum wage job, mostly as a result of poor decisions on my part.
Anyways, one thing good I can say about myself is that I'm extremely good with the little amount of money I do earn, and I am returning soon to finish the last 30 or so credits of my bachelors in a science field. I'll graduate with a GPA around 3.5-3.6.
Here are the paths I'm considering and the reasons I have some doubts in all of them:
MD: I seriously don't think I could get into one of these programs even with a great MCAT score at this point. Largely due to my 2 breaks from school and large amount of W's on my transcript due to from withdrawing from a few semesters.
DO: I've read they're more understanding than MD schools and with grade replacement I'd probably have a 3.7 when I graduated. Although, again the problem is my withdrawals which I don't have a great excuse/cause for like illness, or loss of a parent.
CRNA: As far as salary and working conditions go this profession sounds great. Then again from I've read so far is that there is a struggle for power between them and physicians they work under as to who can do what. I don't want any part in that. If I were to become a CRNA I would respect that the physician had more strenuous training than I and should have more authority. I get the feeling that physicians would instantly judge me because of my position even though I agree that they should decide what I can and cannot do. Then again, maybe a doctor would appreciate having a CRNA with this attitude and I could be a great asset.
Anyways I'm a little scared to apply to MD/DO schools. I have to be honest it has taken a long time for me to grow up. I basically withdrew from school because I hated living on campus as a freshmen and got depressed and my grades suffered. I then returned a year and half later and retook classes I had screwed up in earning 4.0's for three semesters. Than my fiancee (who encouraged me to return to school in the first place) and I went through some troubling times in our relationship and I basically had to choose one or the other and ended up withdrawing two semesters in a row because of our issues. I don't know how to explain that to an adcom. When I returned to school for the first time I really thought I could get into MD or DO program because I had obviously proven that I had matured and fixed what had gone wrong my first 3 semesters on campus. On top of all this I've been working minimum wage (all I can find, unemployment is horrible in my state right now and I'm just lucky to have 40 hours a week at this point) and don't come from a very wealthy family so my life experiences aren't exactly amazing.
I'm trying to make something of myself because I know I am smart and if I could start with a fresh academic slate it would be a different story. Sadly that's not the case and need advice because I think being a physician is truly just a dream of mine at this point.
Anyways, one thing good I can say about myself is that I'm extremely good with the little amount of money I do earn, and I am returning soon to finish the last 30 or so credits of my bachelors in a science field. I'll graduate with a GPA around 3.5-3.6.
Here are the paths I'm considering and the reasons I have some doubts in all of them:
MD: I seriously don't think I could get into one of these programs even with a great MCAT score at this point. Largely due to my 2 breaks from school and large amount of W's on my transcript due to from withdrawing from a few semesters.
DO: I've read they're more understanding than MD schools and with grade replacement I'd probably have a 3.7 when I graduated. Although, again the problem is my withdrawals which I don't have a great excuse/cause for like illness, or loss of a parent.
CRNA: As far as salary and working conditions go this profession sounds great. Then again from I've read so far is that there is a struggle for power between them and physicians they work under as to who can do what. I don't want any part in that. If I were to become a CRNA I would respect that the physician had more strenuous training than I and should have more authority. I get the feeling that physicians would instantly judge me because of my position even though I agree that they should decide what I can and cannot do. Then again, maybe a doctor would appreciate having a CRNA with this attitude and I could be a great asset.
Anyways I'm a little scared to apply to MD/DO schools. I have to be honest it has taken a long time for me to grow up. I basically withdrew from school because I hated living on campus as a freshmen and got depressed and my grades suffered. I then returned a year and half later and retook classes I had screwed up in earning 4.0's for three semesters. Than my fiancee (who encouraged me to return to school in the first place) and I went through some troubling times in our relationship and I basically had to choose one or the other and ended up withdrawing two semesters in a row because of our issues. I don't know how to explain that to an adcom. When I returned to school for the first time I really thought I could get into MD or DO program because I had obviously proven that I had matured and fixed what had gone wrong my first 3 semesters on campus. On top of all this I've been working minimum wage (all I can find, unemployment is horrible in my state right now and I'm just lucky to have 40 hours a week at this point) and don't come from a very wealthy family so my life experiences aren't exactly amazing.
I'm trying to make something of myself because I know I am smart and if I could start with a fresh academic slate it would be a different story. Sadly that's not the case and need advice because I think being a physician is truly just a dream of mine at this point.