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I'm having a lot of difficulty deciding whether I should pursue a career in Psychiatry (MD) or become a Mental Health Nurse Practitioner (MHNP).
Background: I'm 27 years old and have extensive background/publications in mental health research at various prestigious universities. I'd always planned to do a PhD program in some branch of Evidence-Based Psychology, but over the years I've realized I'd rather work primarily with patients in a clinical setting rather than pursuing research.
Here are a few other things to consider:
*I graduated from a prestigious undergrad with a 3.9 GPA in the Social Sciences and a number of university-wide awards (including the Chancellor's Award for most outstanding senior in my class of 4,000 students). However, I managed not to take a single science or math course during my undergrad career - meaning my last "relevant" class was high school chemistry. I scraped through with an A but struggled mightily.
*I've always had a serious case of impostor syndrome and, after reading thousands of posts on SDN about students' experiences, I'm terrified that I would fail out of med school. Sometimes I pore over USMLE review guides and wonder how I could ever possibly master subjects like biochemistry. How would I be able to memorize hundreds of pathways, for example, when I have no idea what any of the words mean? I'm convinced I'll become overwhelmed by the sheer amount of material and drop out the first semester of classes.
*Going along with my last point, one of my biggest reservations is that I've never truly had to master/memorize a huge body of material for a class or exam and worry that I'm fundamentally incapable of doing so. Is this a skill that can be learned, even after years out of school? How the hell do people learn everything for the USMLE? I look at board review books and feel like I'd be overwhelmed by the amount of material on just a few pages. Is this a common fear for other prospective students?
I know nursing school isn't a cakewalk by any means, but it certainly seems less terrifying than the prospect of pursuing an MD. There's a direct-entry master's program at Boston College that allows you to become a Mental Health Nurse Practitioner in just two years - my friend did this program and went from having zero science background to working at an outpatient mental health clinic making $140k in two years, which is amazing to me. Beyond the money, he's able to do really meaningful work with underserved populations who really need it - something that's also really important to me.
So I guess my question is - what would you do in my situation?
Here's the thing: I have to take prereqs regardless of which path I pursue. However, those would look different for med school vs. nursing school. My friend who went to BC took the handful of prereqs they require at a community college online while working full-time. This would be ideal for me, but I know that med schools require prereqs to be taken at four-year universities, and so if I decide to go the MD route, I'll probably apply to post-bacc programs like Goucher, Agnes Scott, etc. If I do the MHNP route, on the other hand, there's no point in accruing a ton of debt if I can take the nursing school prereqs online while continuing to work full-time.
My other concern is my age. If I start a post-bacc program next fall, that puts me at finishing the prereqs and being able to start med/nursing school when I'm almost 30. Is it worth it to pursue the MD route if I won't be out of residency until I'm almost 40? The thought of being a full-fledged nurse practitioner soon after 30 is super appealing, obviously.
Besides the rigors of med school, my other concerns include salary, work-life balance, and the possibility that I'll always regret not going the MD route if I decide to pursue nursing.
Most of the Psychiatrist vs. Mental Health Nurse Practitioner threads on SDN end up devolving into arguments about how MHNPs are so much less knowledgeable and less qualified to treat people with mental health issues. I'm not really interested in that facet of this debate. Of course I'd want to provide the best possible care to my patients, but I don't need bitter diatribes about how underqualified MHNPs are. That's not going to be a deciding factor for me.
I don't really know what I'm hoping for by posting this. Maybe someone was/is in the same boat and has useful advice? Maybe someone has convincing arguments re: why going the MD route makes more sense for someone in my situation (or vice versa)? Maybe someone else struggled with a similarly debilitating fear of failure and can provide words of encouragement?
Thanks in advance, and sorry for the novel.
Background: I'm 27 years old and have extensive background/publications in mental health research at various prestigious universities. I'd always planned to do a PhD program in some branch of Evidence-Based Psychology, but over the years I've realized I'd rather work primarily with patients in a clinical setting rather than pursuing research.
Here are a few other things to consider:
*I graduated from a prestigious undergrad with a 3.9 GPA in the Social Sciences and a number of university-wide awards (including the Chancellor's Award for most outstanding senior in my class of 4,000 students). However, I managed not to take a single science or math course during my undergrad career - meaning my last "relevant" class was high school chemistry. I scraped through with an A but struggled mightily.
*I've always had a serious case of impostor syndrome and, after reading thousands of posts on SDN about students' experiences, I'm terrified that I would fail out of med school. Sometimes I pore over USMLE review guides and wonder how I could ever possibly master subjects like biochemistry. How would I be able to memorize hundreds of pathways, for example, when I have no idea what any of the words mean? I'm convinced I'll become overwhelmed by the sheer amount of material and drop out the first semester of classes.
*Going along with my last point, one of my biggest reservations is that I've never truly had to master/memorize a huge body of material for a class or exam and worry that I'm fundamentally incapable of doing so. Is this a skill that can be learned, even after years out of school? How the hell do people learn everything for the USMLE? I look at board review books and feel like I'd be overwhelmed by the amount of material on just a few pages. Is this a common fear for other prospective students?
I know nursing school isn't a cakewalk by any means, but it certainly seems less terrifying than the prospect of pursuing an MD. There's a direct-entry master's program at Boston College that allows you to become a Mental Health Nurse Practitioner in just two years - my friend did this program and went from having zero science background to working at an outpatient mental health clinic making $140k in two years, which is amazing to me. Beyond the money, he's able to do really meaningful work with underserved populations who really need it - something that's also really important to me.
So I guess my question is - what would you do in my situation?
Here's the thing: I have to take prereqs regardless of which path I pursue. However, those would look different for med school vs. nursing school. My friend who went to BC took the handful of prereqs they require at a community college online while working full-time. This would be ideal for me, but I know that med schools require prereqs to be taken at four-year universities, and so if I decide to go the MD route, I'll probably apply to post-bacc programs like Goucher, Agnes Scott, etc. If I do the MHNP route, on the other hand, there's no point in accruing a ton of debt if I can take the nursing school prereqs online while continuing to work full-time.
My other concern is my age. If I start a post-bacc program next fall, that puts me at finishing the prereqs and being able to start med/nursing school when I'm almost 30. Is it worth it to pursue the MD route if I won't be out of residency until I'm almost 40? The thought of being a full-fledged nurse practitioner soon after 30 is super appealing, obviously.
Besides the rigors of med school, my other concerns include salary, work-life balance, and the possibility that I'll always regret not going the MD route if I decide to pursue nursing.
Most of the Psychiatrist vs. Mental Health Nurse Practitioner threads on SDN end up devolving into arguments about how MHNPs are so much less knowledgeable and less qualified to treat people with mental health issues. I'm not really interested in that facet of this debate. Of course I'd want to provide the best possible care to my patients, but I don't need bitter diatribes about how underqualified MHNPs are. That's not going to be a deciding factor for me.
I don't really know what I'm hoping for by posting this. Maybe someone was/is in the same boat and has useful advice? Maybe someone has convincing arguments re: why going the MD route makes more sense for someone in my situation (or vice versa)? Maybe someone else struggled with a similarly debilitating fear of failure and can provide words of encouragement?
Thanks in advance, and sorry for the novel.
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