Thanks for the wise words and encouragement.
🙂 I've had a rough first week back so it's definitely appreciated.
He emailed me back and admitted that he wasn't sure as to the policies of the program because I guess he has never participated in it before, so he submitted a query to the administration about it. The fact that he came to me about the opportunity rather than the other way around I would think is a good sign and shows that I'm starting to get my name known among the ophtho department here even as a VM1 (I've done a lot of wetlabs, am currently working for one of the clinicians, and am also on Ophtho Club exec and have helped organize a bunch of stuff). So I'm hoping that I will still be allowed to participate in his project, but I know deep down with my grades it isn't likely as it seems to be a pretty strict requirement.
I am going to see about applying for the Banfield Student Program and some other possible vet-related volunteer/work opportunities so that I hopefully will have
something to look forward to this summer. But my GPA unfortunately is a real hurdle for some of these things.

I am seriously trying to do better this semester, though; since I am still in my first year my vet school GPA is still very malleable and I can make a large improvement if I do well enough in my current classes.
I'm just... I'm really frustrated and angry with myself for my performance last semester and getting myself in this situation to begin with.