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I would be keeling over dying if it was my appendix wouldn't I?

I had chronic appendicits for 3 and 1/2 months last year. Lasted from mid-March until the end of July, lost 30 pounds. I had crampy pain the entire time but eating would cause severe pain (especially the last few weeks before I was diagnosed.).


ETA: I was told that my case is extremely rare and that 98% of appendicitis is acute and not chronic.
 
I had chronic appendicits for 3 and 1/2 months last year. Lasted from mid-March until the end of July, lost 30 pounds. I had crampy pain the entire time but eating would cause severe pain (especially the last few weeks before I was diagnosed.).


ETA: I was told that my case is extremely rare and that 98% of appendicitis is acute and not chronic.

That doesn't sound like much fun...
 
GET OUT OF BED! Staying in bed too long will make you feel more sluggish and gross in the long run 😎

After the few days FTB has had, I crash for 20 or so hours, also. Not always sleeping, but it's too painful(all over) to get out of bed and do something. Sometimes I'll get up for 1/2 hour, but then go right back to bed. After that, I feel fine.

Like with drinking too much, I don't get a hangover as long as I get my 9+ hours to sleep it off. :laugh:
 
Ditto on talk to a doctor. I had two non-appendicitis ER visits for ovarian cysts but #3 was the real thing (we have a family history of ruptures) also, it got me evaluated for the cysts.
 
It really wasn't. I had a GI doctor seriously thinking that I had cancer with how quickly and how much weight I was losing. All the other doctors thought I was nuts.. 🙄

When I was 17 I got SUPER sick, like stomach flu, with pain across my abdomen. It lasted a few days so my mom took me to the ER and I had cholecystitis. They admitted me to the hospital for 4 days and I wasn't allowed to eat or drink anything ... received all nutrients via IV and got morphine for the hunger pains. I lost 10 pounds. They couldn't remove my gallbladder because it was too inflamed so I had to go on a super low fat diet for 3 months. Then they pulled that sucker out. They saved me a couple gallstones, they were the size of marbles!! 😱

So yeah ... any abdominal pain that hangs around requires a trip to the doctor!
 
All of the gas stations I have been at have cappuccino that has been made with powder, not expresso. It has caffeine in it, but not as much as coffee does.

HUGE pet peeve: eSpresso!!

even if it is an express espresso.
 
Espresso is a word I just started reading a couple years ago, let alone trying to write it.

I made that mistake several months ago and got hounded for it 😛 I think that was the last time I typed the word.

This is one reason why I refuse to go live with mom and dad while I am unemployed: no real cafes at all!
 
Espresso is a word I just started reading a couple years ago, let alone trying to write it.

I made that mistake several months ago and got hounded for it 😛 I think that was the last time I typed the word.

This is one reason why I refuse to go live with mom and dad while I am unemployed: no real cafes at all!

Don't worry--I'm not picking on you! It's just one of those things that really gets to me, like fingernails on a chalkboard for some people.
 
So, no appointments at the Dr's today. Guess I'll just hope it's nothing and go to the ER if it gets worse...
 
Pet store didn't have my dog's normal food, so I got a different brand, but still salmon-based. Did a slow transition and her stools have been solid still, but there is SO MUCH MORE poop now. She's pooping like twice a walk now and it's more each poop than before. So annoying! She really likes the new food and consistency of stools are still fine, but we are switching back ASAP!
 
pelvic limb

Agreed. 🙂


Rant: Yes, I know I should see a doctor, I get it, I am working on it, but I honestly feel like I can't catch a break here. First I have all the stupid breathing issue crap, waking up gasping for breath, tight chest and now I have a slight cough, especially in the morning. But tonight my head is pounding, I am dizzy and I feel a little nauseous. Seriously, I just want a break. I have had this crap come and go way too many times and I really wish that it would just leave me the hell alone. /end rant.

Think I am going to head to bed.
 
DVMD - Please get some rest and please see a doctor. It may just be stress; but you really should get that elephant standing on your chest checked out!

My 'rant': My parasitology prof from this summer who has a VMD from 'you know where' wrote me an email saying that he wished me well in my career path and hoped it would include a change of heart and a reapplication to THE vet school because I would be awesome at it. Why is it every time I'm at peace with the decision to let go something or someone has to go putting ideas back into my heart?!?!?! It's all I've been thinking about today. :bang::bang::bang:
 
DVMD - Please get some rest and please see a doctor. It may just be stress; but you really should get that elephant standing on your chest checked out!

My 'rant': My parasitology prof from this summer who has a VMD from 'you know where' wrote me an email saying that he wished me well in my career path and hoped it would include a change of heart and a reapplication to THE vet school because I would be awesome at it. Why is it every time I'm at peace with the decision to let go something or someone has to go putting ideas back into my heart?!?!?! It's all I've been thinking about today. :bang::bang::bang:

I promised myself I would not read the RANT thread anymore because it is just too depressing... that lasted all of 4 days. Couldn't resist reading LMMS' rant. Not sure whether to laugh or cry for you.
 
Seeing my sweet baby girl struggle with her back legs makes me really sad. She's had hip dysplasia her whole life and I think it's getting to be a lot for her. It makes me insanely sad. :cry: I hope she knows I'm doing the best I can. She's only 7... I need her to hang in there.
 
Seeing my sweet baby girl struggle with her back legs makes me really sad. She's had hip dysplasia her whole life and I think it's getting to be a lot for her. It makes me insanely sad. :cry: I hope she knows I'm doing the best I can. She's only 7... I need her to hang in there.

🙁 I'm so sorry Em.
 
I just found a lump on my 10year old kitty. 🙁 It almost feels like a fatty piece, and it moves around a bit, but still :scared:. It wasn't there last week! Guess I'll be making another vet appt. Though I'm not sure what they would do? She had a Senior Blood Panel done last month and nothing was abnormal. She did have a rabies shot. Hmmm wonder which leg that as in.
 
Today is September 11th.
Because I'm Canadian, I'm starting to see equal amounts of "remember this tragedy" and "Americans are corrupt and their country sucks".

I hate those people who go on and on about how much they hate the US. I have lived there for two years. I have friends there. I don't take these generalized statements too lightly.

So STFU.

People have this perception that Canadians are friendly and awesome. You'd be surprised how many people just sit around and critique the US. I wish people would pay more attention to our own problems and not dwell on the bad of another nation.
 
DVMD - Please get some rest and please see a doctor. It may just be stress; but you really should get that elephant standing on your chest checked out!

My 'rant': My parasitology prof from this summer who has a VMD from 'you know where' wrote me an email saying that he wished me well in my career path and hoped it would include a change of heart and a reapplication to THE vet school because I would be awesome at it. Why is it every time I'm at peace with the decision to let go something or someone has to go putting ideas back into my heart?!?!?! It's all I've been thinking about today. :bang::bang::bang:


Man, that is just NOT fair. Let me know if you need to vent at all. You know we'll all support you no matter what!
 
I'm going to kill this ****ing kitten. He's obsessed with nursing and I can't get him to leave my hair/face/ears alone at night. I've taken to bonking him lightly on the nose because he is relentless. I'm just tired and VERY cranky right now.
 
Waiting for my 9AM Dr's appointment and hoping I'm not dying. Way too much fun.
 
I hope you feel better soon! 🙂

Thanks. I feel way more like crap this morning, but at least the pain isn't any worse. Threw up earlier and my heart's racing. Hope whatever it is does not stick around long.
 
DVMD - Please get some rest and please see a doctor. It may just be stress; but you really should get that elephant standing on your chest checked out!

My 'rant': My parasitology prof from this summer who has a VMD from 'you know where' wrote me an email saying that he wished me well in my career path and hoped it would include a change of heart and a reapplication to THE vet school because I would be awesome at it. Why is it every time I'm at peace with the decision to let go something or someone has to go putting ideas back into my heart?!?!?! It's all I've been thinking about today. :bang::bang::bang:

Oh LMMS, thats so not fair 🙁 I have no advice but that sure does suck 🙁

Seeing my sweet baby girl struggle with her back legs makes me really sad. She's had hip dysplasia her whole life and I think it's getting to be a lot for her. It makes me insanely sad. :cry: I hope she knows I'm doing the best I can. She's only 7... I need her to hang in there.

*cough*tramadol?ontopofNSAIDSwithswimming*cough*
 
ugh..... Roc is sick again.... the dog just does not give it a rest really...... it feels like we only get a month or two and then something else pops up..... had a soft stool yesterday evening which he danced in.... so threw him in the shower with me for a bath.....took him out last night another large soft stool.....slept through the night.....had another semi-formed soft stool this morning.... did not feed him breakfast....my flatmate came home to diarrhea all over the kitchen.....luckily I was able to leave classes early and come home as was originally supposed to be at school till 4pm. Now have a vet appt at 3:30 pm to see if I can get him some meds to calm down him stomach.....hoping they will give me something as will not hospitalize this dog.....he seems fine otherwise really - tired (but he is old).

booooooo
 
ugh..... Roc is sick again.... the dog just does not give it a rest really...... it feels like we only get a month or two and then something else pops up..... had a soft stool yesterday evening which he danced in.... so threw him in the shower with me for a bath.....took him out last night another large soft stool.....slept through the night.....had another semi-formed soft stool this morning.... did not feed him breakfast....my flatmate came home to diarrhea all over the kitchen.....luckily I was able to leave classes early and come home as was originally supposed to be at school till 4pm. Now have a vet appt at 3:30 pm to see if I can get him some meds to calm down him stomach.....hoping they will give me something as will not hospitalize this dog.....he seems fine otherwise really - tired (but he is old).

booooooo

I'm sorry, dev... I hope Roc is feeling better very soon.
 
ugh..... Roc is sick again.... the dog just does not give it a rest really...... it feels like we only get a month or two and then something else pops up..... had a soft stool yesterday evening which he danced in.... so threw him in the shower with me for a bath.....took him out last night another large soft stool.....slept through the night.....had another semi-formed soft stool this morning.... did not feed him breakfast....my flatmate came home to diarrhea all over the kitchen.....luckily I was able to leave classes early and come home as was originally supposed to be at school till 4pm. Now have a vet appt at 3:30 pm to see if I can get him some meds to calm down him stomach.....hoping they will give me something as will not hospitalize this dog.....he seems fine otherwise really - tired (but he is old).

booooooo

Poor Mr. Roc... always sick. 🙁 Good thing he has such an awesome mom! 👍 I'll be thinking about him and wishing you both the best! I know how tough this is on you every time.
 
Well they couldn't find my appendix on u/s... So they're 85% certain I don't have appendicitis. But no other ideas as to what my problem is.
 
Well they couldn't find my appendix on u/s... So they're 85% certain I don't have appendicitis. But no other ideas as to what my problem is.

That's good news! Abdominal surgery super sucks!
 
I'm sorry, dev... I hope Roc is feeling better very soon.

Poor Mr. Roc... always sick. 🙁 Good thing he has such an awesome mom! 👍 I'll be thinking about him and wishing you both the best! I know how tough this is on you every time.


Thanks got some tummy meds for the dog and hoping that clears everything up.... he pretty much is pooping straight water, so fasting for the entire day to see if that clears out the system. UGH! He is acting normal otherwise, so just hoping it is an upset tummy and that is all - never know with this dog. The new intern at the school vet hospital was super nice, so that was good though - always so hard having to constantly change interns and tell each new one Roc's entire hx.
 
Story of my life:

Horse cuts leg. Don't Panic. It's ok. He'll be fine. Just cold hose, flush with betadine, give NSAID

Next day: ohh goody - it isn't even swelling!

Next day: Yup...still looks ok

4th day: hmm....that fetlock is a little swollen and OH MY GOD there is a HOLE in your leg. ok....still don't panic. It's ok. He's fine. Cold hose, flush, give NSAID, wrap legs...

5th day: uh. oh. MORE swelling. hrm. ok. Well, everyone says I always panic. I'm just gonna keep doing the same thing. It'll be FINE.

6th day: Still weepy, still swollen, still hot to the touch. I'M CALLING THE VET. Call Vet, no answer and no call back, clean up horse's leg again......

2 hours later: Walk out to barn...swelling dissipating, gook starting to dry out, only slightly warmer than usual.

:bang:

Still want the vet to come out cuz it'll make me feel better......
 
Having a really rough day.
This is the first year that I have not watched the 9/11 ceremonies, and I feel like I've lost something vital.
I've been fighting back tears most of the day and it's usually not this hard. Then again, the past two years have fallen on a weekend. I can hide in private and only have to put on a strong face for short periods of time. This year its a weekday, and a Tuesday like it was in 01. I can't get on FB without seeing something that makes me want to cry. I can't have a conversation without my mind wandering. Sitting in class all morning was torture. I should have skipped but we have an exam tomorrow. As it is, I would have been better off staying home because my heart just wasnt in it, and all I could do was wish I was home with the TV on. Gonna have to attempt to relisten to lectures. The worst was when there would have been a moment of silence and the professors kept laughing and cracking jokes. I keep watching the clock, remembering where I was and remembering all the tv footage.

I feel like the whole world is rushing forward and all I want to do is remember. I wish I was in NY.
 
Thanks got some tummy meds for the dog and hoping that clears everything up.... he pretty much is pooping straight water, so fasting for the entire day to see if that clears out the system. UGH! He is acting normal otherwise, so just hoping it is an upset tummy and that is all - never know with this dog. The new intern at the school vet hospital was super nice, so that was good though - always so hard having to constantly change interns and tell each new one Roc's entire hx.

Have you tried a high-quality probiotic?
 
Having a really rough day.
This is the first year that I have not watched the 9/11 ceremonies, and I feel like I've lost something vital.
I've been fighting back tears most of the day and it's usually not this hard. Then again, the past two years have fallen on a weekend. I can hide in private and only have to put on a strong face for short periods of time. This year its a weekday, and a Tuesday like it was in 01. I can't get on FB without seeing something that makes me want to cry. I can't have a conversation without my mind wandering. Sitting in class all morning was torture. I should have skipped but we have an exam tomorrow. As it is, I would have been better off staying home because my heart just wasnt in it, and all I could do was wish I was home with the TV on. Gonna have to attempt to relisten to lectures. The worst was when there would have been a moment of silence and the professors kept laughing and cracking jokes. I keep watching the clock, remembering where I was and remembering all the tv footage.

I feel like the whole world is rushing forward and all I want to do is remember. I wish I was in NY.

Did you lose someone on 9/11? 🙁
 
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Having a really rough day.
This is the first year that I have not watched the 9/11 ceremonies, and I feel like I've lost something vital.
I've been fighting back tears most of the day and it's usually not this hard. Then again, the past two years have fallen on a weekend. I can hide in private and only have to put on a strong face for short periods of time. This year its a weekday, and a Tuesday like it was in 01. I can't get on FB without seeing something that makes me want to cry. I can't have a conversation without my mind wandering. Sitting in class all morning was torture. I should have skipped but we have an exam tomorrow. As it is, I would have been better off staying home because my heart just wasnt in it, and all I could do was wish I was home with the TV on. Gonna have to attempt to relisten to lectures. The worst was when there would have been a moment of silence and the professors kept laughing and cracking jokes. I keep watching the clock, remembering where I was and remembering all the tv footage.

I feel like the whole world is rushing forward and all I want to do is remember. I wish I was in NY.

I'm with you. It's been a very rough day. I spent my 'moments of silence' in surgery and it just felt wrong. Hell, it bit. Sending every thought I can in your direction. Try and hang in there. Thankfully, tomorrow will be another day... *hug*

And to everyone else, thanks for the thoughts - I'm trying not to overthink things right now and just move forward. It's just not as easy as I had hoped.

Finally, wildcat - did they look around up to your liver? Bile gas is a nasty thing and it's usually seen on u/s without much issue. I had an 'incident' about 8 years ago and it sucked. :xf: you're feeling better soon.
 
we're euthanizing our hospital cat tomorrow. can't decide if i want to be there or not. 🙁
 
Having a really rough day.
This is the first year that I have not watched the 9/11 ceremonies, and I feel like I've lost something vital.
I've been fighting back tears most of the day and it's usually not this hard. Then again, the past two years have fallen on a weekend. I can hide in private and only have to put on a strong face for short periods of time. This year its a weekday, and a Tuesday like it was in 01. I can't get on FB without seeing something that makes me want to cry. I can't have a conversation without my mind wandering. Sitting in class all morning was torture. I should have skipped but we have an exam tomorrow. As it is, I would have been better off staying home because my heart just wasnt in it, and all I could do was wish I was home with the TV on. Gonna have to attempt to relisten to lectures. The worst was when there would have been a moment of silence and the professors kept laughing and cracking jokes. I keep watching the clock, remembering where I was and remembering all the tv footage.

I feel like the whole world is rushing forward and all I want to do is remember. I wish I was in NY.


*hugs* 11th grade, taking an AP Bio exam. We could see the skyline from our high school.
 
*hugs* 11th grade, taking an AP Bio exam. We could see the skyline from our high school.

I was in 10th grade in Drama class. We were the only county in the nation that literally cut our cable lines after they let us watch the first plane hit. Our superintendent was on the Today Show being interviewed about why she made the decision. When they asked her the two high schools in our county she named them Martin County High School and she called my school, "The Other School" (South Fork High School) 🙄 Needless to say she has been booed at every single graduation since 2002... even parents boo her. Cutting the cable lines after the first plane only cut off our line of information and freaked us out even more. And then to not remember the name of one of your two high schools on national television :laugh: And remembering the one named after the county itself wasn't exactly rocket science. She's a *****. :uhno:
 
I was in elementary school still but I remember doing homework with my grandma when it came on tv. It wasn't in our country but we still do remember.
 
9th grade theology class. We could see the smoke. School was right on a highway and there were hundreds of firetrucks responding. Spent the rest of the day in the school counselor's office because they wouldn't let us have the TVs on the classroom and I knew my uncle would be on the scene. Pretty sure half the school didn't even know what was going on until lunch time. Alternated between being glued to the TV and frantically dialing my parents house wanting to go home.

Finally made it home that afternoon, walked into the house, neither one of my parents were home. My mothers friend was there, but wouldn't tell us anything. Tried to make me go do my hw like nothing was wrong in the world. Found out my grandfather had died that morning (unrelated). No one had heard from my uncle.

My uncle was FDNY. he made it the 12th floor of the south tower, and was still heading up. Didn't hear anything else until October 20th, when they found his helmet in the rubble. There were 18 men from his department with him.

Thanks for the thoughts all. Finally home and done with class. Had a bovine palpation lab today that was pretty rough. Shoulder deep in a cow, someone asks me how I'm doing today, not even knowing what was going on. . tears ensue and of course my free hand was covered in ****. At least that situation made me smile eventually - could only happen in vet med. Got myself some chocolate cream pie and a starbucks latte, so hopefully I'll manage to focus on studying for tomorrows exam


And as a happy thought: both my Uncle's kids now work in law enforcement, one a probation officre and the other a cop, both in NY. The probation officer is married to a police officer as well
 
9th grade theology class. We could see the smoke. School was right on a highway and there were hundreds of firetrucks responding. Spent the rest of the day in the school counselor's office because they wouldn't let us have the TVs on the classroom and I knew my uncle would be on the scene. Pretty sure half the school didn't even know what was going on until lunch time. Alternated between being glued to the TV and frantically dialing my parents house wanting to go home.

Finally made it home that afternoon, walked into the house, neither one of my parents were home. My mothers friend was there, but wouldn't tell us anything. Tried to make me go do my hw like nothing was wrong in the world. Found out my grandfather had died that morning (unrelated). No one had heard from my uncle.

My uncle was FDNY. he made it the 12th floor of the south tower, and was still heading up. Didn't hear anything else until October 20th, when they found his helmet in the rubble. There were 18 men from his department with him.

Thanks for the thoughts all. Finally home and done with class. Had a bovine palpation lab today that was pretty rough. Shoulder deep in a cow, someone asks me how I'm doing today, not even knowing what was going on. . tears ensue and of course my free hand was covered in ****. At least that situation made me smile eventually - could only happen in vet med. Got myself some chocolate cream pie and a starbucks latte, so hopefully I'll manage to focus on studying for tomorrows exam


And as a happy thought: both my Uncle's kids now work in law enforcement, one a probation officre and the other a cop, both in NY. The probation officer is married to a police officer as well

🙁 I'm so sorry. That is really hard. Good luck with the studying and enjoy the starbucks and the pie.
 
It wasn't in our country but we still do remember.

This. Ninth grade social studies class. Class hadn't really started yet, which was weird because the teacher was usually really punctual. He told us a plane had hit the WTC, and we all filed out into the hallway where there was one television set up with news coverage.

It stayed on pretty much all day here, since so many European flights that would have gone to the USA were diverted to Canada, and Gander, NL and Halifax, NS took in about 40 flights each, so there was a huge campaign to find places to put the passengers until they could get home.
 
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