I'll definitely miss the people and miss the environment of being with so many wonderful people all the time and the overwhelming feeling of support and love we have here. This is the first time I've felt a part of something good that's bigger than myself. So yes I will miss it
I wish that was how I felt, I feel the least connected now in vet school than ever before. And MTV wanted to film my high school for being clicky
. During first year I had a few friends, but they really only invited me to parties aka as "a party friend", but those relationships all fizzled out over summer and now Im friends with no one. Which is pathetic because I live with 4 other vet students. 1 is not in my year, but the rest are. Not only is going to school a big slap in the face every day, so is living with them. The new addition this year is already closer to them than I am. They braid each others hair and do things together. One time I was cleaning my room and going back and forth for supplies while they were blatantly planning on going out for food with everyone but me. That sort of thing happens fairly regularly too. Only one ever invites me to join for things and thats probably only out of obligation, doubt they even enjoy my presence. Im always the last one to be asked for help with favors like feeding pets while others are away, even with the new girl and I knew her well from undergrad. One of them also has quite a lot of friends so that makes me sad in comparison when I have none. I even notice the little things like they'll make the effort to ensure everyone sees a funny meme from their phone, except me when im sitting with them.
not going to lie when i signed on with them I was hopeful we would be close friends not just people living together that tolerate each other and seems like i fall into the latter group with all of them. Its sad that these are my future colleagues and I likely wont keep in contact with any of them (or even anyone from my school). I can tell because our only contact over break is them asking me if a package came because I usually stick around since I live close and go back and forth for my cat.
I feel like its too late to make friends because everyone has their group already.
the worst part of it all is that I live with too many pets and the landlord wont let us get any more so I cant even get a dog for more companionship (my cat is too independent)
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ETA: I know its not because im a terrible roommate I go out of my way to be an excellent one since ive had bad roommates in the past. I think the only thing I do thats annoying is staying home a lot but thats because I have no friends lol. I know I havent aggravated them in any way because theyre still nice to me and we get along, we're just not friends unfortunately. Maybe I can blame social anxiety but ive always had friends before, with classmate i find it hard to talk to anyone about anything BUT school so theres that too
for me being dumb and somehow booking the wrong flight despite checking the dates multiple times.
