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Hello all!
I am a senior in college, and just this summer had the revelation that I want to go to medical school. I had planned the previous years to apply to PA school- even went as far as taking the GRE and opening a CASPA application. However, this summer I got accepted into a paid internship designed for pre-med students in which we got to shadow and assist doctors in 13 different specialties. I had the best summer of my entire life. All of the doctors I worked with were both fascinating and encouraging, and I loved going about their day-to-day lives with them. I even had the opportunities to work with med students and residents, visit a medical college, and participate in weekly pre-med discussions led by the surgeon that runs the internship each summer. It was fantastic.
Fast forward and it's my senior year. I am taking organic chem and physics, volunteering and counseling at the Student Health Center, conducting research with the same professor I have been working with since freshman year, holding a leadership position in my sorority, and getting tutoring for organic chem (got an 88 on the first exam though before the curve!!) I feel so in over my head and sleep deprived that I've started questioning if I would be able to survive medical school. I'm hoping to get input from all of you- do I stick to the dream and will the end goal be worth it? I'm just starting to get very nervous that if I am already so stressed, will I come to hate medicine when I am living the crazier life of a med student?
I am a senior in college, and just this summer had the revelation that I want to go to medical school. I had planned the previous years to apply to PA school- even went as far as taking the GRE and opening a CASPA application. However, this summer I got accepted into a paid internship designed for pre-med students in which we got to shadow and assist doctors in 13 different specialties. I had the best summer of my entire life. All of the doctors I worked with were both fascinating and encouraging, and I loved going about their day-to-day lives with them. I even had the opportunities to work with med students and residents, visit a medical college, and participate in weekly pre-med discussions led by the surgeon that runs the internship each summer. It was fantastic.
Fast forward and it's my senior year. I am taking organic chem and physics, volunteering and counseling at the Student Health Center, conducting research with the same professor I have been working with since freshman year, holding a leadership position in my sorority, and getting tutoring for organic chem (got an 88 on the first exam though before the curve!!) I feel so in over my head and sleep deprived that I've started questioning if I would be able to survive medical school. I'm hoping to get input from all of you- do I stick to the dream and will the end goal be worth it? I'm just starting to get very nervous that if I am already so stressed, will I come to hate medicine when I am living the crazier life of a med student?