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I have a long documented history of depression and anxiety which has resulted in periodic struggles every few years but which I have been able to overcome and manage with time.
Unfortunately, these issues reared their ugly head during my first year in medical school and I failed two courses during my first semester. I was subsequently placed on a deceleration program and went half time this spring.
I decided to take a leave of absence during the spring semester because I finally realized I had developed a serious drinking problem. (How ingenious right? Treating depression with a depressant.) Anyway, I don't have any legal problems and never had any direct problems with my career related to alcoholism but I could finally see that it had gotten bad enough that I couldn't be the person or doctor I wanted to be unless I addressed the issue.
I entered an outpatient program for alcoholism in April, have been sober since, and plan to stay that way. I feel more clear headed, sharp, and resilient, which is how my school expected me to be. My school has been very compassionate and accommodating and I am planning to return and join the first year class next month. However, as school approaches I do have some concerns about my career trajectory. I haven't narrowed down my interests very much yet and as of now I am hoping to match in Neurology, PM&R, IM, EM, FM, Psych, or Addiction Medicine and I currently attend a school which is ranked about 30th in allopatheic medicine.
Thanks for your feedback!
- Let's assume that I perform like an average student from here on out with these issues now behind me. How will this experience affect my ability to obtain interviews with residency programs and to ultimately match? Will I be severely limited in receiving serious consideration in certain specialties, programs with a good reputation, or programs in certain geographical locations? Also, where could I find objective data about how students who struggled initially fair in the residency match?
- Is my story something I should disclosure in my residency application and/or interviews?