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Stressed out from writing my primaries so I'm cooling off on here. Yea... this sux. Whenever I share my story I get inundated with questions like "wtf did you do" or "did you fail?" I did neither; in fact, every part of my app felt right when I first applied. Many "right" things won't necessarily get you in. One "wrong" thing will get you out.
You guys are probably thinking "why didn't this guy take the BS/MD and run with it?" I don't really have a good answer to that myself. My reasoning for choosing HYPSM was 1) School has a med school acceptance rate of over 2x compared to national average (yea... look at where I'm now, lol) 2) If I decided to drop out of pre-med there's so many other great options the school offered. Granted the BS/MD program was for a lower tier school, a doctor is a doctor, right? Only if I had a time machine.
So here's what my immature high school self was thinking: "Hey, if I go to HYPSM, so it must be easy to get into the top med schools!" I thought I was set. Rookie mistake. You can't just rely on school name alone (which I found out matters little for med admissions) to carry you over the line. Grade-inflation, if there was any, didn't help. I first realized it while taking gen chem. My seminar group consisted of kids who competed in the chem olympics, published papers in high-impact journals, won international science fairs, etc. all while in high school. I was just a normal guy who was lucky to have gotten in. I pulled a crazy amount of hours studying, consistently went to office hours, and still ended up usually around average, which most of the time was a B, maybe inching up to a B+ for smaller classes. While it was really motivating to be in the same class as these high achievers, most of the time I was trying to play catch-up.
Flash forward a few years and I was talking with a dean trying to figure out why I didnt get into med school. One of the reasons was my GPA, while not bad, was inconsistent. I took classes at a local state school to address that problem (it was 10x cheaper too). I went in prepared for battle, expecting nothing worse than UG... and boy was I wrong. I had an upper level bio class that felt easier content wise than my alma's intro bio. It took my p-chem half a month to go over rate law, whereas at my alma that would have taken maybe 3 days at most. I had the highest grade in my class 80% of the time while spending less than 20% time studying compared to UG. What I loved about exams at my post-bac was that they actually tested stuff you were supposed to know, like if 2 + 2 was taught in class, 2 + 2 came up on the test. Not 2^242, not 2x^2 dy/dx. At my alma mater, even the intro science classes had items on the exam that made even the hardest questions on the MCAT look like a joke. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed the mental stimulation, but not the fact that profs sometimes wrote stuff just to "get" people/ set a curve. It does not do a good job reflecting on what we were supposed to learn in class.
Do I regret my decision? Not really. At the time, theres no way I could have known what I know now. I've had the chance to meet so many amazing people and do so many interesting things at my alma. To folks who have to make a similar decision in the future: Take the BS/MD. The traditional path involves a lot of stress and enough hoop jumping to make even the most out-of-shape premeds turn into mental ninjas (if you make it, that is). Save your stamina for med school because you will need it.
You guys are probably thinking "why didn't this guy take the BS/MD and run with it?" I don't really have a good answer to that myself. My reasoning for choosing HYPSM was 1) School has a med school acceptance rate of over 2x compared to national average (yea... look at where I'm now, lol) 2) If I decided to drop out of pre-med there's so many other great options the school offered. Granted the BS/MD program was for a lower tier school, a doctor is a doctor, right? Only if I had a time machine.
So here's what my immature high school self was thinking: "Hey, if I go to HYPSM, so it must be easy to get into the top med schools!" I thought I was set. Rookie mistake. You can't just rely on school name alone (which I found out matters little for med admissions) to carry you over the line. Grade-inflation, if there was any, didn't help. I first realized it while taking gen chem. My seminar group consisted of kids who competed in the chem olympics, published papers in high-impact journals, won international science fairs, etc. all while in high school. I was just a normal guy who was lucky to have gotten in. I pulled a crazy amount of hours studying, consistently went to office hours, and still ended up usually around average, which most of the time was a B, maybe inching up to a B+ for smaller classes. While it was really motivating to be in the same class as these high achievers, most of the time I was trying to play catch-up.
Flash forward a few years and I was talking with a dean trying to figure out why I didnt get into med school. One of the reasons was my GPA, while not bad, was inconsistent. I took classes at a local state school to address that problem (it was 10x cheaper too). I went in prepared for battle, expecting nothing worse than UG... and boy was I wrong. I had an upper level bio class that felt easier content wise than my alma's intro bio. It took my p-chem half a month to go over rate law, whereas at my alma that would have taken maybe 3 days at most. I had the highest grade in my class 80% of the time while spending less than 20% time studying compared to UG. What I loved about exams at my post-bac was that they actually tested stuff you were supposed to know, like if 2 + 2 was taught in class, 2 + 2 came up on the test. Not 2^242, not 2x^2 dy/dx. At my alma mater, even the intro science classes had items on the exam that made even the hardest questions on the MCAT look like a joke. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed the mental stimulation, but not the fact that profs sometimes wrote stuff just to "get" people/ set a curve. It does not do a good job reflecting on what we were supposed to learn in class.
Do I regret my decision? Not really. At the time, theres no way I could have known what I know now. I've had the chance to meet so many amazing people and do so many interesting things at my alma. To folks who have to make a similar decision in the future: Take the BS/MD. The traditional path involves a lot of stress and enough hoop jumping to make even the most out-of-shape premeds turn into mental ninjas (if you make it, that is). Save your stamina for med school because you will need it.