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Hi everyone, I’m a USMD at a California T30 medical school. I took Step 1 and did not pass due to ongoing personal circumstances. In short, I was not in the right headspace and tried to push through. Ultimately that did not work out, and I took some time off to regroup. I retook it and I did pass. I know that there are implications for this and that my options will be limited. Unfortunately, as much as I wish I could go back in time to change this I can’t. I’ve since transitioned back into my clinical duties and have received glowing feedback from my attending, residents, and faculty. When I first started medical school, I was initially interested in anesthesia but later discovered ENT by accident and fell in love. I would be happy with either and I know it’s an uphill battle. My mentors are not aware of the step 1 failure as I am a bit embarrassed but are aware that I took some time off and were supportive of me. My school’s advisors have beaten around the bush when I try to talk about applying to either and so I am a bit nervous as to how to move forward. Without a step 2 score it’s hard to say but given my current performance on my shelves and the grades I’ve received, I would say that I am doing well. Aside from this step 1 failure I consider myself a well rounded applicant with plenty of translational research as well as leadership and volunteering. I’m doing my best to prepare for step 2 in hopes of compensating for this.I wonder if this is something I have to accept and give up on or if there’s a chance I can still pursue either specialties. And if so, how will away rotations work as I know I’ll be screened out by many programs? I’m trying to plan ahead as I wrap up my M3 year (my schedule is a bit out of sync because I started rotations, took time off and re-entered later in the year). Not sure if its relevant, but I have strong ties to CA. Thanks for your advice.