That post was me asking Barky why she's voting Stagg from what she presented because I wasn't sure why she was voting Stagg and was asking for clarification.
Okay so those posts are essentially the main thrust as to why people are thinking why I'm sketch. Something to consider and justified by past game experiences: I mess up initially during the early part of the game by not reading important things like writeups and just going with the feels. I did this consistently in past games and in fact, the only game where I was extremely cautious on what I post and localized my thoughts in PM before posting was in Rehab as a wolf. Heck even in a recent Sardines speed game where I was a lone wolf (with Mel being another lone wolf), I was justifiably lynched primarily because I was too cautious in what to say that I froze and got slammed.
Here in the example you listed is a case of Lawpy derping in early game and getting criticized for it. That's why I mentioned earlier why I understand people think I'm sketch because the way I presented it wasn't me thinking properly. At that time, I didn't read the writeups and was going with my feels and reads. I didn't feel great about coffee? or zigjazzy at that moment since I had doubts lingering. Instead, I was feeling more comfortable in trusting players like AM, WZ, Pippy, you etc that I wanted to at least vote reasonably. Zigjazzy's posts were bothering me so I went by feels and voted for her accordingly.
But then I read more of coffee's posts and felt she was getting something regarding Sardines so I switched there. That was conflicting with my gut feels because I wasn't comfortable in reading coffee as village as I was in my other village reads. So I went with my gut feels and went back to zigjazzy.
I realize that people don't like these plays since they're too chaotic and inconsistent but because I wasn't fully caught up at that time, I was thinking instinctively based on feels and voted accordingly. It's not perfect as seen but that's my problem dealing with early game and going by feels.
Something also to consider since I saw Colorado references being thrown around on here. But I struggle with defeatism when facing with a lynch and heavy pressure. And in Colorado, I struggled with defeatism to such an extent that I literally voted myself on D2 despite being a villager. Rightly so, I was slammed heavily. Wolves seized the initiative and veterans condemned me. I learned a hard lesson and avoided self-votes since then but the defeatism persists especially since when I realized that yes I did make a mistake in early game and I understand why people think I'm sketchy, so maybe instead of being a burden to village, it'd help if they just lynch me anyways? Defeatism is an unfortunate problem of mine so I'm trying to divert that by contributing to reads elsewhere.