Caribbean graduate here and I absolutely hate 3rd year. I'm at an inner city hospital in Chicago, and I'm not learning anything. I had such a blast while being in a classroom setting that I loved leaving class, going to the library and studying there for 7-8 hours. If I was confused or didn't know something - I'd fire up Kaplan, Pathoma, do some UWorld questions, and I felt I was learning stuff.
Now, I'm a fish that went from a pond into the ocean. There's no direction. The lectures are pure crap from the attending physician. We see on a good day maybe 4 patients in the 4 hour span that we're supposed to be there. I find myself looking at this rotation as a "chore" more so than a learning opportunity.
There are moments when I question if I still want to continue with this process. I just did PreTest questions and got so many questions wrong. The ones which I got right were all Step 1 material related. I fear for my future as to what's going to happen.
When we go to see patients we ask them the basic of the most basic questions and that's it. Nothing else is done. Most of the patients we see here are coming in for basic vaccination or asthma. 3 more weeks then moving onto my next rotation. I here the attending for the next rotation is a laid back guy, and hardly ever teaches. You're off Wednesday and Friday, and don't go in on the weekends.
I made a thread earlier today talking about how I would do anything to turn back time and force myself to work harder to get into a US med school. Even though I did well on Step 1, I don't feel confident about my performance for Step 2.
Now, I'm a fish that went from a pond into the ocean. There's no direction. The lectures are pure crap from the attending physician. We see on a good day maybe 4 patients in the 4 hour span that we're supposed to be there. I find myself looking at this rotation as a "chore" more so than a learning opportunity.
There are moments when I question if I still want to continue with this process. I just did PreTest questions and got so many questions wrong. The ones which I got right were all Step 1 material related. I fear for my future as to what's going to happen.
When we go to see patients we ask them the basic of the most basic questions and that's it. Nothing else is done. Most of the patients we see here are coming in for basic vaccination or asthma. 3 more weeks then moving onto my next rotation. I here the attending for the next rotation is a laid back guy, and hardly ever teaches. You're off Wednesday and Friday, and don't go in on the weekends.
I made a thread earlier today talking about how I would do anything to turn back time and force myself to work harder to get into a US med school. Even though I did well on Step 1, I don't feel confident about my performance for Step 2.