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So it's October 15th. A friend of mine got accepted to medical school today. I went through some of the school-specific threads on SDN throughout the day and see all these excited applicants posting about their acceptances. I'm very happy for those people who were accepted, but I can't help but feel dejected and a little hopeless about my own chances. I keep wondering selfishly, when will it be my turn? What if the whole application cycle passes and I never get to have that moment of unadulterated joy at getting a phone call/email of acceptance?
I keep telling myself it's early and all that, like I've been telling myself for months. Maybe I'm just having a particularly down day. With this first wave of acceptances, maybe the next wave of IIs are just around the corner. That's what I keep hoping for. But right now I just feel sad.
It's very early yet. Truth.