silvershark3
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I understand your sentiment. I thought I had all the right elements and well written essays and all that, but part of it does have to do with randomness. Schools are shifting through 5 to 10 thousand applications when they are looking for like 100, so decent application getting looked over is easily plausibleEveryone warned me to stay off SDN because it's "toxic", but I'm so thankful as well to have you all to commiserate with. I don't have people in my "real life" that I feel comfortable venting about all this to. My close friends and family don't get it so I don't want to bother or burden them with what I'm feeling because all I receive is pity. None of my med school friends were actually waitlisted and I know they mean well, but their go-to response is always that they don't understand why I haven't gotten in because they didn't do "x" or have "y" and still got in, which isn't helpful either.
I try so hard to stay positive, but truthfully I just feel so disappointed and empty.
But at the end if the day I'm just drained and sad too