Its been 2 weeks since i took the test... and I am freaking out about all the mistakes i made. I realize this is a normal response to the test but I just can't sleep or eat right now. Having small panic attacks. Perhaps its because I took it the second time and so much is at stake for passing this exam.. but I can't even think..
I think I am significantly PTSDed from my first failure, esp since I had no doubt that I passed my first try..
So without giving away any cases, here are the mistakes that I remember:
- didn't wash hand for one case (got off rhythm)
- didn't do one MMSE and neuro exam that may have been required
- flustered and may have rushed one case, answered the difficult question but added more detail to the difficult question
- didn't know the exact ddx for 2 cases, had 2-3 ddx for all cases except 2 where i only had 1, one of the 2 cases was really vague, had very little idea what was going on
- missed atleast one hx question if not multiple for each case to r/o a ddx
- feel like missed one PE maneuver per case
- missed couple diagnostic tests per case, including rectal/pelvic exam for 1, on average had about 4-5 tests, few i had up to 7... but I still missed some critical diagnostic test which I slapped my head for when I left the exam
- since I was writing the note all shorthand to maintain eye contact, it was pretty messy and I had to decipher it while writing the PN. I remembered few ROS questions that I might have asked during the encounter, but wasn't sure but the note was mostly done from my blue sheet
- some I forgot to ask 1-2 components of the onset duration, frequency, progression since I was committed to asking open ended questions.
- didn't ask some relevant social history questions such as exercise, diet, lifestyle, living conditions, safety, although i don't think I had any abuse cases
- might have not counseled on few pt, esp smoking
- forgot to do gait for some who may have required it
- missed out some counseling on the end with regard to lifestyle (exercise and diet), may have forgotten few counseling for smoking patients
- finished pt note but ran out of character space so had to delete some ROS to fill in other things
- missed documenting few PE I did
- only asked pertinent ROS, but probably missed some questions here as well...
- didn't ask how the illness was affecting the pt's life and what the pt thought the illness was for any case
- forgot Ob/Gyn q for one case although i don't think it was relevant to the CC
- didn't use medical terminology in the PN when it could have been used (e.g emesis instead of vomiting)
What i did right:
- was generally empathetic, whenever doing the abdominal exam, I always asked the pt if he/she felt comfortable lying on the exam table, pulled out the extension, and when helped the pt sit back up.
- draped the pt appropriately, exposing only the minimal skin of exposure, untied and tied the gown back appropriately and folded the gown to expose the back and the chest with minimal exposure for ascultation
- washed hands for all cases except 1, always knocked and introduced/ smiled/ shaked hands/ always asked 3-4 open ended questions and maintained eye contact while pt talked, used transition statements when switching from HPI to ROS to rest of the hx such as "well Mr/Mrs, I want to now ask you few questions about your general health, would that be okay?", also told the pt "Mr/Mrs so and so, I wanted to let you know that everything we talk is going to remain confidential, but i wanted to ask you few questions about your sexual practices" before asking about sexual hx
- counseled pt when I could, asked CAGE for all drinkers (may have been unnecessary) but I said it in the way of "so, Mrs/Mr so and so, here are few questions we ask all pt who drink.. do you mind if I ask those questions?"
- smiled when leaving the room if the pt encounter was good, always left saying "Thank you for letting me serve you today, I hope you feel better soon"
- did LIQRAAA ODFP for all pain pts
- asked for more details every time I finished closed ended-questions, summarized after finishing history, always told the pt what physical exam I was going to do
- I told the pt what I was doing while I was doing the physical exam, auscultated heart and lungs for all patient including the PMI for female pt by asking the pt to lift her left breast
- palpated thyroid when appropriate, did abdominal exam (inspection, auscultation, palpation, percussion) when appropriate with additional manuevers,
- did additional MSK maneuvers along with ROM, sensation, pulses, strength, DTRs for 2 MSK cases I think
- always finished closure with what I thought the concerning ddx were for the CC, the diagnostic tests I was going to order, and left the room with about a min (average) to spare
- always finished pmhx, pshx, shx, fhx, meds, allergies along with the HPI
- answered challenging questions appropriately
- explained all things in layman terms even after using the medical terms
- pretty certain i got main diagnosis and few ddx for 10/12 but not certain for the other 2..