I am a 3rd time applicant, and I am also non-traditional. I will be 41 in November, so I am double the age of some dental students. I know that when I graduate from dental school at 45 or 46, I will have a mound of student loan debt. My fear is that I am so old that I will be dead before I pay my dental school student loans off. Or I will be paying off my dental school loans using my social security checks. It doesn't seem right to be paying off my student loans using government funded social security checks, but alas, most people like me in their 40s will have to face doing that. I know there are several old farts out there applying, and I want to know how they feel. I am now torn on if it is worth it to apply and take a seat away from a younger student who will benefit the profession by having 40 years of service rather than my 10 or 20. I am just thinking it is selfish to do that, but I am not sure. Is it ok to be selfish?