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I'm sorry but this is going to be a long post.
Background: I have anxiety/depression. I have battled it since junior year of high school. I never got help for it and I suffered through college. However, it didn't impact my grades and I applied to dental schools. I have received interviews and expect to be accepted unless I completely bomb the interviews. I took a gap year to get help for my mental illness after college. I saw a therapist for 9 months which helped a lot. However, I have been going through trials of medications in order to treat my anxiety. Unfortunately, after trying 5 medications and a year and a half later I still haven't found the right medication for me yet.
Now the start of dental school is approaching in July. I am scared because I thought this gap year would sort out my illness but I am still going through the trials of finding the correct medication for me. It sucks because to feel the full effects of medication and to know if its the right medication takes anywhere between 3-8 weeks.
My question: Has anyone had any experience with battling mental illness in this field and is anyone in the same situation?
My main fear is that I can't keep going through the medication trials while in dental school because every time I ween of medication and go on another medication, I feel a bunch of side effects that render me useless, I will be nauseous, sweaty, shaky, and can't concentrate at all. I only have about 8 months to find the right medication for me and judging by the last year, it's possible I won't find the right medication for me by then. I want to be a dentist so bad, and I would never let this opportunity slip out of my hands. I worked so hard to receive these interviews and while my parents are ecstatic, I can't even enjoy the results of my hard work and instead only worry about how my mental illness will impact me during dental school.
Dropping out or quitting isn't an option for me, I will fight my way through dental school even if the worst situation happens but if someone is going through the same thing please share it with me so I don't feel like I'm the only one. And please don't just say get help, I have been getting help for the past year and a half, unfortunately finding the correct medication is a trial and error process that takes a long time.
Background: I have anxiety/depression. I have battled it since junior year of high school. I never got help for it and I suffered through college. However, it didn't impact my grades and I applied to dental schools. I have received interviews and expect to be accepted unless I completely bomb the interviews. I took a gap year to get help for my mental illness after college. I saw a therapist for 9 months which helped a lot. However, I have been going through trials of medications in order to treat my anxiety. Unfortunately, after trying 5 medications and a year and a half later I still haven't found the right medication for me yet.
Now the start of dental school is approaching in July. I am scared because I thought this gap year would sort out my illness but I am still going through the trials of finding the correct medication for me. It sucks because to feel the full effects of medication and to know if its the right medication takes anywhere between 3-8 weeks.
My question: Has anyone had any experience with battling mental illness in this field and is anyone in the same situation?
My main fear is that I can't keep going through the medication trials while in dental school because every time I ween of medication and go on another medication, I feel a bunch of side effects that render me useless, I will be nauseous, sweaty, shaky, and can't concentrate at all. I only have about 8 months to find the right medication for me and judging by the last year, it's possible I won't find the right medication for me by then. I want to be a dentist so bad, and I would never let this opportunity slip out of my hands. I worked so hard to receive these interviews and while my parents are ecstatic, I can't even enjoy the results of my hard work and instead only worry about how my mental illness will impact me during dental school.
Dropping out or quitting isn't an option for me, I will fight my way through dental school even if the worst situation happens but if someone is going through the same thing please share it with me so I don't feel like I'm the only one. And please don't just say get help, I have been getting help for the past year and a half, unfortunately finding the correct medication is a trial and error process that takes a long time.