or maybe, since you have trouble reading, i'm doing this because of location. it seems like you may have a SO that can just pack up and leave, which I think is an indicaiton of what sort of gals you probably attract
unfortunately, some of us have gals that have more stable jobs and so location is more important. NOT to mention family, friends and a strong network near homefield.
not being on edge? interesting thought. while I agree that anesthesiologists are quite prepared for most disasters or atleast should be. I also think that things like trauma, seeing results in front of your face QUICKLY, and working QUICKLY but diligently is what draws a lot of ppl to the field. So if that's not being on the edge, I really dont know what is buddy.
oh and for me not wanting to do this. I can almost remember from back in teh day, that you were set on going into NEUROSURGERY. SO what are YOUR TRUE INTENTIONS? was it the money and lifestyle that drew you into anesthesia? NEUROSURGERY is quite different from Anesthesia the last time i chcked. Aside from my M2 year, i've always wanted to go into anesthesia. so who should question who's true intentions??
and just remember pal. hypothetically you need only ONE interview, and one ranked place to match
good luck bud.