Hi, everyone. I've been doing a lot of lurking here this year. I'll put in interview reviews starting today, though I feel pretty self-conscious about putting my impressions out there. In the meantime, I am struggling mightily with my list. I'm between the following for my top 3. My interests are in child and adolescent, particularly working in early psychosis. I want an academic career with a clinical research component, and I want to be able to nurture my interests in human rights and mental health advocacy.
MGH/McLean: I thought this was an incredibly rich program-- many many people doing fascinating work, a group of residents who all seemed deeply committed to their particular interests. Growing community psychiatry, which is important to me, as I think it says something good about the ethos of the program. An opportunity to be on the child psych track from the get-go, with early pediatrics exposure. I actually like Boston quite a bit. And while I like to think of myself as a laid-back person (don't we all?), I know that I thrive in the presence of very ambitious colleagues. So the purported "coldness" of this program didn't bother me at all.
Columbia: Another rich program, and one where I met an attending who is having precisely the type of career I someday hope for. I got the sense that I could go here and really learn and really reflect, in a way that's less possible in places where residents are spread thin. I think training in New York would be spectacular, though I'm a little worried about Columbia being an ivory tower in the midst of a tremendously diverse city. I'm unclear on how the reputation of child here stacks up against NYU-- are they significantly different? I'm also unsure how well I fit in amongst the highly accomplished residents. Imposter syndrome hits hard at the end of the interview trail.
NYU: I fell in love with this program. I thought the residents were smart and down-to-earth, I appreciated how carefully everyone had read the applications, and I think Bellevue is just incredible. Again, I'd love to train in New York. I worry that the patient load and the clinical demands make it hard to pursue independent interests during residency. I can see myself loving the camaraderie of this program, but I worry about not having the space or time to figure out who I am as a psychiatrist if I went here. But the child training is great, right? I didn't meet anyone from that department the day I was there, but I hear good things.
I thought Stanford was intriguing, too, and I was deeply impressed with their chairperson. But I simply cannot figure out how to live in Palo Alto on a resident salary, and I'm not sure I could afford to stay there in my early career, either. It's not the best for my spouse's career, either. I have a soft spot for Pittsburgh, as well; it was such a thoughtful and warm program. I'm questioning everything!
My spouse prefers NYC, but it's not a super strong preference. We are in our early 30s and we like challenges and we think we'd have a great little life there, living in a 300 sqft apartment.