Ok, so I’ve failed this exam several times before and took it on and off randomly, never taking it serious. First time was right after my wedding and was looking forward to the honeymoon and not the exam. Then, every summer I’d want to enjoy it and travelled a lot. So I kept failing. I didn’t care since my Hospitalist positions required only board eligible. Well, I tried leaving this job and going to another one, and all the ones I applied to wanted certification. So I realized things are getting harder for me. Furthermore, I realized there’s only 7 years of board eligibility post residency and this was my last year. That all hit me at once like a brick wall.
I’ve always been a crappy test taker. Usmle were low 200s and ITEs were 5% or less. But I’m personable, witty, and great at my job. I’ve won various awards every year out of residency for the first 4 years of practice. So I knew the whole time that this exam is just bs and doesn’t mean anything. Just a cash cow for a select few.
Anyway, realizing that I’d have to repeat a year of residency or forever be not certified, I set up a plan. I started studying in November 2018. I’m fortunate to work 7 on 7 off. Lots of study time, especially since I’m divorced now. I started with medstudy and finished all the books, flash cards, the week long course in New York, and questions (72% score), and listened to the audio every morning on the way to work. Medstudy is easy so it shouldn’t be your only source, but it gives a good foundation.
I also bought mksap questions (62% score) and Uworld (63% score, 72nd percentile), and did them once for the remaining 4 months of studying. I also reviewed Know-medge trivia tweets on Twitter, and made stickys that I’d review every night for major GI and cardiology concepts.
I treated this like it was the military. I didn’t skip a day. It was do or die and I was determined to pass.
I’ve honestly had nightmares for years about this exam, everything from broken test computers, arriving late for the exam and being denied entry, to realizing I forgot to learn how do an oil change for cars because that was on the exam.
Sorry for the long post. It’s not just a post for you, but also to forever document my struggle and path to passing.
So all said and done, with the amount of studying I did, I found this exam to be straightforward and fair. Unlike in the past where it all looked Chinese to me. Today I saw the email. I started to hyperventilate as I logged in. My heart raced. I saw “Pass”, fell to my knees and cried tears of joy for the first time in my life.
I passed with a 516, higher than the 500 mean. In the past my scores ranged from 217-358.
I truly believe it’s doable. But you have to set aside time for it daily and review it over and over again. Once you do that, you start to see the patterns. You can do it, but you need to treat it very seriously.
To those who failed, I’ve been in your shoes multiple times before. Keep your head up. Take it seriously. It’s a year from your life, but when it’s done, it’s done. Wishing you all luck. Finally and most important: Thank you God