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BF is stuck in NYC for the night. I'm crying like an idiot right now because after everything that happened the last few weeks, I was looking so forward to getting a big hug. This sort of devastated me as pathetic as that sounds. I just feel like enough is enough.
They put him on a flight that lands at 1 pm tomorrow 😡
His flight leaves the following day at 5. So I get to spend all of 24 hours with him when you figure in driving and airport drop off. I haven't seen him in 6 weeks. Awesome. :cry:
 
BF is stuck in NYC for the night. I'm crying like an idiot right now because after everything that happened the last few weeks, I was looking so forward to getting a big hug. This sort of devastated me as pathetic as that sounds. I just feel like enough is enough.
They put him on a flight that lands at 1 pm tomorrow 😡
His flight leaves the following day at 5. So I get to spend all of 24 hours with him when you figure in driving and airport drop off. I haven't seen him in 6 weeks. Awesome. :cry:

I'm sorry Emiloo... I know how much you have been looking forward to this and it sucks that your time has been cut short.


I would give my left arm to see my family right now... Only 56 days left now.
 
I'm sorry Emiloo... I know how much you have been looking forward to this and it sucks that your time has been cut short.

Yeah, I've needed him for a few weeks and this just really deflated me. Admittedly more than it should have, but I've been rather emotionally frail lately and just really really needed my man. I was soooo close 🙁

Even better now... they routed his bag on the wrong flight which will be arriving 3 hours after him tomorrow. So I get to spend 3 of the 26 hours we have together, waiting for a bag at an airport 2 hours from my house. :boom:

We're gonna go have lunch while we wait, but come on already! :annoyed:
 
BF is stuck in NYC for the night. I'm crying like an idiot right now because after everything that happened the last few weeks, I was looking so forward to getting a big hug. This sort of devastated me as pathetic as that sounds. I just feel like enough is enough.
They put him on a flight that lands at 1 pm tomorrow 😡
His flight leaves the following day at 5. So I get to spend all of 24 hours with him when you figure in driving and airport drop off. I haven't seen him in 6 weeks. Awesome. :cry:

Ugh! I could only imagine how much this sucks. I would be bawling. I know how precious every hour spent with my SO is when we visit. Big hugs for you. Is there anyway he can extend his stay?🙂
 
Ugh! I could only imagine how much this sucks. I would be bawling. I know how precious every hour spent with my SO is when we visit. Big hugs for you. Is there anyway he can extend his stay?🙂

Not without spending a crap ton of money to change his flight. And he works full time and goes to school full time.
 
Yeah, I've needed him for a few weeks and this just really deflated me. Admittedly more than it should have, but I've been rather emotionally frail lately and just really really needed my man. I was soooo close 🙁

Even better now... they routed his bag on the wrong flight which will be arriving 3 hours after him tomorrow. So I get to spend 3 of the 26 hours we have together, waiting for a bag at an airport 2 hours from my house. :boom:

We're gonna go have lunch while we wait, but come on already! :annoyed:

You can only expect someone to handle so much... Everyone has a breaking point... You deserve to feel upset and sad. Cry it out, drink a little and be ready to jump into his arms tomorrow.... I hope you guys have a great 26 hours together. Are you heading home for Christmas Break or do you have another set time to see him? If so, look forward to that because it will be here sooner than you know it.
 
You can only expect someone to handle so much... Everyone has a breaking point... You deserve to feel upset and sad. Cry it out, drink a little and be ready to jump into his arms tomorrow.... I hope you guys have a great 26 hours together. Are you heading home for Christmas Break or do you have another set time to see him? If so, look forward to that because it will be here sooner than you know it.

Thanks, DVMD 😍
Yeah he is coming for 6 days the week of Thanksgiving so I am trying to keep that in mind. With everything I've had to push through the last month, I just wanted to be weak and pathetic in his arms :laugh:.
Unfortunately Thanksgiving won't be much time just the two of us, but I will still be around him and I can't wait.
I'm also heading up to NY for a week during Christmas. 😍 It just feels so far away.
Thanks again. 🙂
 
Thanks, DVMD 😍
Yeah he is coming for 6 days the week of Thanksgiving so I am trying to keep that in mind. With everything I've had to push through the last month, I just wanted to be weak and pathetic in his arms :laugh:.
Unfortunately Thanksgiving won't be much time just the two of us, but I will still be around him and I can't wait.
I'm also heading up to NY for a week during Christmas. 😍 It just feels so far away.
Thanks again. 🙂

Christmas break (December 15th) is exactly 56 days away... But I am not counting... :whistle: 🙂
 
Made cookies to drown my sorrows and I burnt them... all of them... black :smack:
 
I am assuming that the neighbors with the sad dog are out getting plastered at homecoming - I am home because I am cranky and tired and frustrated and additionally I'm on call for e-team at the equine hospital. But this poor dog has been whining, barking, and crying for literally almost 4 hours. It's not the dog's fault, but I am about to go break down the door because he is driving me insane.
 
At some point your tears of pain have to become tears of laughter, if not for laughing at your horrific luck. I find cacao liquor to be a delightful dessert and like catsup to burnt meal food it cures burnt desserts!!
 
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Rant update -> rave 🙂
BF called to ask me to pick him up three hours earlier 😕
He took another flight to Atlanta last night bc the flight out of Atlanta to here is 3 hours sooner than the flight from where he was to here. 😍
He said he intended to get a rental car and surprise me around 7 this morning, but he was too tired when he landed at 1am to drive six hours and doesn't want to be exhausted our entire day together.
All that just to see me for three extra hours. What a guy 😍
 
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At some point your tears of pain have to become tears of laughter, if not for laughing at your horrific luck.

Oh believe me, I am a master of this lol. With the luck I have, there's really nothing else I can do.
But if you knew my life the last month, it's a little different this time. This was my breaking point.
 
Rant update -> rave 🙂
BF called to ask me to pick him up three hours earlier 😕
He took another flight to Atlanta last night bc the flight out of Atlanta to here is 3 hours sooner than the flight from where he was to here. 😍
He said he intended to get a rental car and surprise me around 7 this morning, but he was too tired when he landed at 1am to drive six hours and doesn't want to be exhausted our entire day together.
All that just to see me for three extra hours. What a guy 😍

Yay!!! 👍
 
I dropped my parents off at the airport at 3:30 this morning. 🙁 They were here for a week (fall break). It was the first time I had seen them since the end of June and now I don't know when I'm going to see them again.

To top it all of I think my dog has a hurt neck. She keeps whining in a really high pitch. I feel so bad for her.
 
Remember when I fell down the stairs? I thought it'd get better on its own and it kind of did in the beginning. But it still hurt yesterday. I could walk, run, jump etc as long as I kept it straight. But if I stretched my foot too far down, the ankle hurts. Or when I turn it to the sides etc.

My brother said he'd take me to work this morning. Well, he never came home apparently. I didn't figure this out until when we we're supposed to leave, which is 15 minutes before I start work. Had to bike, was 20 minutes late and now it hurts really bad again. And it hurts so much to get into and out of my rubber boots because I have to stretch out my foot. D:
 
I mean this in the most loving way possible, but what is it with you people and not going to the doctor? :laugh: Petpony, my fiance blew all of the tendons in one of his ankles last year playing basketball- it's worth the ortho exam if only to get the Super Cool Foot Bootie.
 
I applied to lab animal residencies and the programs began application reviews yesterday. Michigan has already sent out all of their interview invites. And I didn't get one. I know it's only one program, but I can't but feel really defeated.

I've been living in a perpetual anxiety attack since yesterday. I need to drown myself in some alcohol. I literally don't have a plan B... this is what I want to do with my life.

So... apparently the information I received re: Michigan having already sent out all of their invites was wrong. I got an interview invite on Wednesday!! :soexcited: Just knowing that at least one program at least wants to talk to me is a huge relief 😀
 
So... apparently the information I received re: Michigan having already sent out all of their invites was wrong. I got an interview invite on Wednesday!! :soexcited: Just knowing that at least one program at least wants to talk to me is a huge relief 😀

Congrats! Let me know if you have any questions about getting to and around MSU.
 
That's awesome, jj! You'll do great!

And I'm thinking about going to the doc next week. Have to wait to get my new insurance card.
 
That's awesome, jj! You'll do great!

And I'm thinking about going to the doc next week. Have to wait to get my new insurance card.

Can you call the insurance company and get the details and then go in with the details and without the card? Then just take the card into the doctor after you receive it?
 
My mom is bringing it today. 🙂

She's the reason I couldn't go before. Everything had to go through her because we had a German insurance and it was all weird. She didn't think it was necessary before..
 
So... apparently the information I received re: Michigan having already sent out all of their invites was wrong. I got an interview invite on Wednesday!! :soexcited: Just knowing that at least one program at least wants to talk to me is a huge relief 😀

Yay!! I'm sure there are many more to come, too 🙂
 
So... apparently the information I received re: Michigan having already sent out all of their invites was wrong. I got an interview invite on Wednesday!! :soexcited: Just knowing that at least one program at least wants to talk to me is a huge relief 😀

Taking this chance to say, "See? See? I told you!"

Don't sweat. You will not only do amazing at MI, you will have more offers. And you will end up somewhere awesome.
 
Why is everyone pairing off? I don't mind being single when there are other single people around to share my singledom with but this is getting ridiculous.
 
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