I need to expand my group of friends. I'm tired of being the support system for people who say they know what they are doing wrong, but then don't change. I'm tired of not being able to say I did well on an exam and have people not be truly happy for me. I know it sucks when you get a bad grade, but your negativity is bringing me down. You can't keep saying that it's all about your attitude and then change nothing. Either work on it and study better (harder and more efficiently) or stop complaining. We all feel the same stress, but some of us handle it differently. I've become happier with who I am, since starting vet school. I'm just tired of everyone around me being so negative and hating on professors (which yes I'll do occasionally, so what if I'm a hypocrite) and just keep an open mind. Some people think they've gone through a lot and have an open mind, but I listen to you talk and I can't believe how you aren't who you say you are. My grades so far this semester have been better than last semester, and no one is here to celebrate with me. I miss my best friend from high school. She's the only really good friend I've ever had for a long period of time. We've just started emailing again which is great and my husband is so supportive, but I just don't know how to distance myself from someone who relies on me so much. That and I'm quiet and a little shy. I know groups are completely established, but I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. Maybe it's time to break out the journal again.
/end rant