6173 CH-53D/E Crewchief/Mechanic 94-02 E-5
I feel like I'm right on the edge of being great and then sometimes I feel like I dont have a chance in hell. I was in the corps, straight out of H.S. 8 years. Then worked for a few as an aircraft mechanic and got my but into college. Picked up a physics degree (GPA 3.4) minor in chemistry, too. But, I feel like I'm bombing...
It all started last year with organic. Went from a C first term to a C- second term to a D- third term. It really took the wind out of my sails. Had a good GPA but, Orgo killed it. So, being almost broke, just split with my girl (+ custody battle X2) unemployed, fresh out of college, got a mortgage, visa bills, school loans and trying to apply to med school this year. Put the MCAT off twice, now I'm scheduled for Sept 12 (almost the last possible day) Plus, I registered up at University of Oregon to take a 3 week Organic retake for the spring term D-.
I don't know what is going on. Can't get motivated. I have been studying MCAT but, been getting like 23's on Brett's Gold Standard exams. I'm just so stressed and can't figure out how to calm down and realize this is the rest of my life I'm fooling with. Can't get on track, I supose I need a little bit of motivation. Just can't get on track.
How do I figure this thing out, .... ideas? plz, help a jarhead out!