Hi all,
This is very hard for me to get off my chest but I am going to do so because it is eating me up inside. I have just started my fourth year of dental school and I am not sure I can go on much longer. Looking at me you would think everything is going well...I've yet to fail a single class, passed all my clinicals, and made it to fourth year. The thing that's eating me up inside is that every day and every appointment I spend treating patients, I am constantly uneasy. I sometimes deal with tremors, shakiness (in my hands), and despite appearing confident in the way I speak, I am unconfident that my body will respond the way I want it to. I'm prescribed an anti-anxiety medication to stop my shaky hands, but I am worried as to how long it can remain effective. I can't imagine myself doing this profession and working on patients 5-6 days a week. I am highly intelligent and well-motivated, but the whole thought of continuing to work with my hands and have a constant battle my insecurities regarding my motor skills day after day is eating me up inside. At this very moment I am 300K in debt and I am sure that all my friends and family are going to be incredibly disappointed in me up if I ever do this, however I see myself much happier and more content with life becoming a family doctor or pharmacist, a profession that deals with patient interaction but is not so "hands-on" What do you guys think?
This is very hard for me to get off my chest but I am going to do so because it is eating me up inside. I have just started my fourth year of dental school and I am not sure I can go on much longer. Looking at me you would think everything is going well...I've yet to fail a single class, passed all my clinicals, and made it to fourth year. The thing that's eating me up inside is that every day and every appointment I spend treating patients, I am constantly uneasy. I sometimes deal with tremors, shakiness (in my hands), and despite appearing confident in the way I speak, I am unconfident that my body will respond the way I want it to. I'm prescribed an anti-anxiety medication to stop my shaky hands, but I am worried as to how long it can remain effective. I can't imagine myself doing this profession and working on patients 5-6 days a week. I am highly intelligent and well-motivated, but the whole thought of continuing to work with my hands and have a constant battle my insecurities regarding my motor skills day after day is eating me up inside. At this very moment I am 300K in debt and I am sure that all my friends and family are going to be incredibly disappointed in me up if I ever do this, however I see myself much happier and more content with life becoming a family doctor or pharmacist, a profession that deals with patient interaction but is not so "hands-on" What do you guys think?