I'm a 2nd year undergrad now and from reading these forums and listening to advice/tips from pre-med counselors at my school, medical students, etc I've gotten the sense that most people have some sort of naturally altruistic/beneficent motivation behind pursuing medicine as a career. Every person I talk to about my career goals tells me that I should love the field and have a genuine interest in the well-being of patients/sick people.
But I've never felt this, still don't feel it while I'm volunteering/shadowing and observing all kinds of patients/cases, and don't think I ever will. Don't get me wrong... I intend on performing a doctor's job to the best of my ability when I reach that stage, but it's more because it's my job and people suffer serious consequences for not doing their jobs properly in any field (litigation, getting fired, being unable to support themselves, etc).
Ever since middle school, I've been astounded by salaries/lifestyle of physicians. Starting around when I was 10 years old, one of my uncles invited us over to his house for Christmas every year. It was an absolute mansion. He also had 3 different Japanese/German cars for himself. I still remember in vivid detail being in awe over seeing his house for the first time and telling him I wanted to be like him when I grew up (he's a pulmonologist by the way, and his wife is a pediatrician). I know/am related to plenty others who live like this, and it's exactly what I want when I'm an adult.
I'm also deeply fascinated by human anatomy/physiology, mechanisms of disease, drugs, etc. Medical science itself is something I've always had great curiosity in, which is why I don't want to pursue other high-paying professions like law or finance (which I don't even think are all that high-paying anyway unless you make it big).
So I guess I'm just asking if there are any others out there who are just like me. How many of you have "your own reasons" for wanting to become a doctor that are unrelated to patient care? And is this ok? Can people like this get into medical school?
But I've never felt this, still don't feel it while I'm volunteering/shadowing and observing all kinds of patients/cases, and don't think I ever will. Don't get me wrong... I intend on performing a doctor's job to the best of my ability when I reach that stage, but it's more because it's my job and people suffer serious consequences for not doing their jobs properly in any field (litigation, getting fired, being unable to support themselves, etc).
Ever since middle school, I've been astounded by salaries/lifestyle of physicians. Starting around when I was 10 years old, one of my uncles invited us over to his house for Christmas every year. It was an absolute mansion. He also had 3 different Japanese/German cars for himself. I still remember in vivid detail being in awe over seeing his house for the first time and telling him I wanted to be like him when I grew up (he's a pulmonologist by the way, and his wife is a pediatrician). I know/am related to plenty others who live like this, and it's exactly what I want when I'm an adult.
I'm also deeply fascinated by human anatomy/physiology, mechanisms of disease, drugs, etc. Medical science itself is something I've always had great curiosity in, which is why I don't want to pursue other high-paying professions like law or finance (which I don't even think are all that high-paying anyway unless you make it big).
So I guess I'm just asking if there are any others out there who are just like me. How many of you have "your own reasons" for wanting to become a doctor that are unrelated to patient care? And is this ok? Can people like this get into medical school?