Hi buddy 🙂👍
500th post. Woo, pressure. Here goes.
I had a week of travel and stuff. I'm thinking of going and backpacking across a continent in the spring, so setting that up (won't say which, schools could blah dee blah with the blah).
Sounds like things have gotten pretty panicky in here. I can relate. Ish happens. Sometimes it happens where it's supposed to, and sometimes it doesn't. Just keep swimming!
The process isn't fair. It never will be. Remember this time, because it will make you better when you beat it, achieve your dream, and do awesome things with awesome things to awesome people.
Are you going to achieve your dream? Then damn how long it will take. You'll make it, every one of you, no matter how many hoops you need to jump through.
In any case, time to leave Starbucks and hit the road. There's more to life than panicking about what you can't control. Carpe diem.