Where do you live? I may have to come over and force you to snap out of it, likely by dragging you out to a bar and buying us some shots (whiskey? Vodka? Tequila? Rum? **** it, one of each). You've had more success, and been more supportive, than anyone on this thread and likely all of SDN. I know this day must have been rough for you, but as your fellow non-trad SDNer i simply will not let you end your day sulking, forgetting how strong of an applicant you are and all the ****ing IIs you've already received. Now snap out of it and let's get drunk and bitch about what a horrible process this is.
But i probably don't live close enough to you to do that. So i guess i won't do or say any of it...