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You know the saying that there is a time and a place for everything? Or something along the lines of things having"bad timing"? Well, I feel like I am either not finding the right time to start my DAT perp.. or I'm just too afraid of starting because I don't want it to go downhill. I know its wrong to feel stressed about something before I have even tried it, but I guess you can call that an irrational fear.
Some back story:
I am 23 years old. I graduated from Rutgers University in May 2018 with a biology major. I have a history of a lot of B's and C's and frankly, it's because of a combination of my bad study habits, bad influences, and just no passion for anything. Excuses, I know. I started working at a dental office as a receptionist in September 2018, hoping to find some form of fulfillment in the field I have chosen, which through this job I have. I want to become a dentist one day, and I don't want to give up, but my transcript is just not good enough to apply directly. So I opted for doing a masters program to help me transition into dental school that way. I knew that a master's or post bacc would be my only hope way back when I was a junior and I was retaking yet another science elective over the summer after having failed it during the semester. I even decided to start studying for my dental exam back in 2017. I went to a lot of open houses for masters programs and a girl told me she took the GRE and got in. I immediately thought "oh! look a semi-easy route has opened up for me!". Obviously, the GRE is easier than the freakin' DAT but success does not come overnight. I did not study enough for the GRE and got a below average score. I applied to 12 masters programs regardless. And what do you know, I got 12 rejections. I didn't want to give up so I planned on taking the GRE again. I got just enough this time to hit the minimum requirement for some of my programs. I even met with a dean for the Rowan program I was applying to in order to ask him what my chances were and what I would need to do in general to be successful in my goals and in life. He gave me a lot of wonderful advice but I ended up with more bad news. After I reapplied, I got 12 more rejections. At this point, someone in my shoes would have said enough is enough, but for some reason, I couldn't let this go. In the rejection letter from Rowan, it stated that although I was rejected from the master's program, I can still come in this fall and take 2 of their courses which are part of the master program curriculum and see if I do well in them. I have a friend in the program currently who told me that there were many kids in his graduating class who transitioned into the program this way. This felt like the only ray of hope and I wanted to take this opportunity and run with it. But I also wanted to make sure that I was going to give it my all. I am taking Anatomy I and II this summer and am on track to get an A in both classes with my newly formed study habits. It took a lot of detox and self-awareness to achieve my new habits but I finally found them I even quit my full-time receptionist job to make more time this summer for my goals. I also plan on dedicating all of my efforts in the two classes at Rowan this fall to prove myself to the admissions office. The dean I met with at Rowan even told me that if I show a huge upwards trend (getting A's or B+'s) in my summer classes and in the two classes at Rowan, the admissions office has no choice but to accept me as a masters student! Highly optimistic of me to think that this is guaranteed but optimism is all I have left to keep me going.
My only issue now is my exam score. I have a mediocre GRE score and I was thinking of taking my DAT sometime between now (June 2019) and December of this year so I have one more success that I can use to show them that I am a capable student (that is, if I do well). Unfortunately, as I did in the past, I am not finding the time to study properly for the DAT. I'm doubting that this is even a good idea since I may or may not risk the amount of time I am physically able to dedicated to DAT prep AND my fast-paced classes this summer. I only just got the hang of my new study habits, who knows what will happen if I add another thing to my plate. I haven't had much success in my life up until now, so I have no idea what will happen if I do decide to cram DAT studying into my schedule at this point in time.
So I want advice; is it smart or idiotic to try and make time for the DAT exam with an intense anatomy course during the summer as well as two intense masters level science courses at Rowan during the fall. Would it even be realistic to add DAT prep to my schedule considering my situation? Should I just go to the admissions office in December with these four new good grades I will accumulate over the rest of this year (I know I will get no lower than a B+ if not an A) or should I try and add a DAT score to this and possibly risk getting an average grade in all of my classes AND on this dental exam?
Some back story:
I am 23 years old. I graduated from Rutgers University in May 2018 with a biology major. I have a history of a lot of B's and C's and frankly, it's because of a combination of my bad study habits, bad influences, and just no passion for anything. Excuses, I know. I started working at a dental office as a receptionist in September 2018, hoping to find some form of fulfillment in the field I have chosen, which through this job I have. I want to become a dentist one day, and I don't want to give up, but my transcript is just not good enough to apply directly. So I opted for doing a masters program to help me transition into dental school that way. I knew that a master's or post bacc would be my only hope way back when I was a junior and I was retaking yet another science elective over the summer after having failed it during the semester. I even decided to start studying for my dental exam back in 2017. I went to a lot of open houses for masters programs and a girl told me she took the GRE and got in. I immediately thought "oh! look a semi-easy route has opened up for me!". Obviously, the GRE is easier than the freakin' DAT but success does not come overnight. I did not study enough for the GRE and got a below average score. I applied to 12 masters programs regardless. And what do you know, I got 12 rejections. I didn't want to give up so I planned on taking the GRE again. I got just enough this time to hit the minimum requirement for some of my programs. I even met with a dean for the Rowan program I was applying to in order to ask him what my chances were and what I would need to do in general to be successful in my goals and in life. He gave me a lot of wonderful advice but I ended up with more bad news. After I reapplied, I got 12 more rejections. At this point, someone in my shoes would have said enough is enough, but for some reason, I couldn't let this go. In the rejection letter from Rowan, it stated that although I was rejected from the master's program, I can still come in this fall and take 2 of their courses which are part of the master program curriculum and see if I do well in them. I have a friend in the program currently who told me that there were many kids in his graduating class who transitioned into the program this way. This felt like the only ray of hope and I wanted to take this opportunity and run with it. But I also wanted to make sure that I was going to give it my all. I am taking Anatomy I and II this summer and am on track to get an A in both classes with my newly formed study habits. It took a lot of detox and self-awareness to achieve my new habits but I finally found them I even quit my full-time receptionist job to make more time this summer for my goals. I also plan on dedicating all of my efforts in the two classes at Rowan this fall to prove myself to the admissions office. The dean I met with at Rowan even told me that if I show a huge upwards trend (getting A's or B+'s) in my summer classes and in the two classes at Rowan, the admissions office has no choice but to accept me as a masters student! Highly optimistic of me to think that this is guaranteed but optimism is all I have left to keep me going.
My only issue now is my exam score. I have a mediocre GRE score and I was thinking of taking my DAT sometime between now (June 2019) and December of this year so I have one more success that I can use to show them that I am a capable student (that is, if I do well). Unfortunately, as I did in the past, I am not finding the time to study properly for the DAT. I'm doubting that this is even a good idea since I may or may not risk the amount of time I am physically able to dedicated to DAT prep AND my fast-paced classes this summer. I only just got the hang of my new study habits, who knows what will happen if I add another thing to my plate. I haven't had much success in my life up until now, so I have no idea what will happen if I do decide to cram DAT studying into my schedule at this point in time.
So I want advice; is it smart or idiotic to try and make time for the DAT exam with an intense anatomy course during the summer as well as two intense masters level science courses at Rowan during the fall. Would it even be realistic to add DAT prep to my schedule considering my situation? Should I just go to the admissions office in December with these four new good grades I will accumulate over the rest of this year (I know I will get no lower than a B+ if not an A) or should I try and add a DAT score to this and possibly risk getting an average grade in all of my classes AND on this dental exam?