Hello,
I exaggerated my role in several of my ECs and now the guilt has become too heavy to handle. I regretted it almost immediately after submitted my app. Pressured by friends, family, and more importantly, myself, I continued on and so far have filled out about 18 secondaries. I know what I did was wrong and I hate myself for it. Anyway, I am now considering withdrawing my application due to the fear of being found out and blacklisted, so my question is, will a withdrawal hurt my chances next cycle? I want to be honest next time around....I am willing to take a $3000 hit in wasted app fees to show this. If I just completely withdraw my primary and secondaries, how would that look? What are the ramifications? I made this account today for obvious reasons but I am definitely not a troll. Thank you all so much.
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I exaggerated my role in several of my ECs and now the guilt has become too heavy to handle. I regretted it almost immediately after submitted my app. Pressured by friends, family, and more importantly, myself, I continued on and so far have filled out about 18 secondaries. I know what I did was wrong and I hate myself for it. Anyway, I am now considering withdrawing my application due to the fear of being found out and blacklisted, so my question is, will a withdrawal hurt my chances next cycle? I want to be honest next time around....I am willing to take a $3000 hit in wasted app fees to show this. If I just completely withdraw my primary and secondaries, how would that look? What are the ramifications? I made this account today for obvious reasons but I am definitely not a troll. Thank you all so much.
Best