Thats honestly how I am. And plus I am very indecisive about many things. I think it is one of those things were we have to switch our mentality about it; like do I want to be in the same position again or do I want to switch things about and see where life can take me? Yes, even if you do let people down in the process, its okay; at the end of day, it is about what makes you happy and if people can't support that, then thats okay, too. Its easier said than done but this is something Ive been dealing with. So good luck with your journey! You got this!!