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Hi everyone,
I made this post two months ago
https://forums.studentdoctor.net/threads/nursing-major-switching-to-pre-med.1235990/#post-18480460
and I'm still having a very hard time thinking about what I should do.
I'm still doing great in science classes, I got that summer research internship which may turn into a paid one next summer, and I talked to my advisers though I can't say they were much help.
I'm currently looking for / applying to shadowing programs because I know I need to see different professions first hand to justify this to myself.
I've been doing a lot of self reflection the past two months.The thing I've been ruminating about is whether or not my personality would really allow me to be a good doctor in the long run and if I would be more fulfilled sticking with nursing. I went into nursing originally because I just honestly love people. I want to be there for people in their most vulnerable times and have the knowledge + skills + confidence to be able to help them. I don't know if I necessarily need to be in charge I just want to be there for people + feel useful. I'm very sensitive, very emotional and definitely put everyone else's needs ahead of my own and I have a major guilt complex. I'm worried I'd get burnt out really quickly and not be able to make objective somewhat distanced decisions because I get so personally attached, almost to an unhealthy level. Am I doubting myself too much and overthinking or do I just not have that passion and drive needed to get through the entire process of becoming a doctor that everyone says is the most important piece ???? Is this because I'm 18 and have literally zero life experience or should I not try to go to med school if I'd be reasonably happy doing something else.
I read so much about the ~medical model vs nursing model differences but most of it doesn't make any sense to me because how are doctors NOT treating the whole patient ????
Staying in the nursing program and having a BSN guarantees me a profession where I know I would be happy, I would be helping people and I could pay off my undergrad debt in no time. I know for sure I'd be a good nurse but I don't know if I'd be good doctor especially if I'm so indecisive right now. My family is supportive of me regardless but I feel like trying for med school is such a risk. I'd definitely take a gap year but I don't know what I would do if I didn't get in. I feel like I'm throwing away something super stable that I worked hard to get into in the first place by leaving nursing. I think I would get a CNA certification if I switch majors.
Also, during my internship interview I was told how nurses really can't do science research long term so now I feel like I'm taking someone's spot in this even though I'm really really interested in it. I don't know I'm so stressed and I have to register for Fall 2017 classes next month and that's when the nursing sequence starts. I don't even really know what I'm asking but any general advice / input would be very much appreciated.
Thank you!
I made this post two months ago
https://forums.studentdoctor.net/threads/nursing-major-switching-to-pre-med.1235990/#post-18480460
and I'm still having a very hard time thinking about what I should do.
I'm still doing great in science classes, I got that summer research internship which may turn into a paid one next summer, and I talked to my advisers though I can't say they were much help.
I'm currently looking for / applying to shadowing programs because I know I need to see different professions first hand to justify this to myself.
I've been doing a lot of self reflection the past two months.The thing I've been ruminating about is whether or not my personality would really allow me to be a good doctor in the long run and if I would be more fulfilled sticking with nursing. I went into nursing originally because I just honestly love people. I want to be there for people in their most vulnerable times and have the knowledge + skills + confidence to be able to help them. I don't know if I necessarily need to be in charge I just want to be there for people + feel useful. I'm very sensitive, very emotional and definitely put everyone else's needs ahead of my own and I have a major guilt complex. I'm worried I'd get burnt out really quickly and not be able to make objective somewhat distanced decisions because I get so personally attached, almost to an unhealthy level. Am I doubting myself too much and overthinking or do I just not have that passion and drive needed to get through the entire process of becoming a doctor that everyone says is the most important piece ???? Is this because I'm 18 and have literally zero life experience or should I not try to go to med school if I'd be reasonably happy doing something else.
I read so much about the ~medical model vs nursing model differences but most of it doesn't make any sense to me because how are doctors NOT treating the whole patient ????
Staying in the nursing program and having a BSN guarantees me a profession where I know I would be happy, I would be helping people and I could pay off my undergrad debt in no time. I know for sure I'd be a good nurse but I don't know if I'd be good doctor especially if I'm so indecisive right now. My family is supportive of me regardless but I feel like trying for med school is such a risk. I'd definitely take a gap year but I don't know what I would do if I didn't get in. I feel like I'm throwing away something super stable that I worked hard to get into in the first place by leaving nursing. I think I would get a CNA certification if I switch majors.
Also, during my internship interview I was told how nurses really can't do science research long term so now I feel like I'm taking someone's spot in this even though I'm really really interested in it. I don't know I'm so stressed and I have to register for Fall 2017 classes next month and that's when the nursing sequence starts. I don't even really know what I'm asking but any general advice / input would be very much appreciated.
Thank you!
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