same, my friends think I am insane but seriously SDN is the only thing that tells me what's going on and honestly, I know there are some trollers on here that attempt to make you feel like crap(and it works many times, so screw you people), but there are also fellow peers here whose motivation/stories/being in the same boat kinda does help.
people are telling me to change my career, that six years out, three application cycles are too much but I want this so bad. I have stuck onto this for so long. I really really want this. We have to get there. We have to.
On that note, I just got rejected from another school, Wake Forest, and they screen before they send secondaries - bah.