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I hate what this has done to me. I used to be a fun person to be around, I used to have a sense of humor, and I used to actually enjoy doing schoolwork. Now I feel like everything is a chore and and I actively avoid spending time with my friends and family. Today I actually found a grey hair in my head, and I'm 22 years old. I feel tired everyday, and I look like I've aged five years in the past ten months. I have no idea where I'm going to come up with the money to apply in June. I honestly just don't know what I'm going to do. But I have to change something, because obviously what I'm doing right now just doesn't work.
God this perfectly describes how I've been feeling for the past month. I am so close to snapping on anyone around me lately. I hate this process. And I hate being poor.
I've never bothered to apply for it because I am almost certainly disqualified on the basis of my dad's substantial salary. (He is not paying for med school stuff, hence my current situation). But it couldn't hurt to try, I suppose!
Have commented on this many of times...FAP is the biggest load of bullsh*t ever.