Helloooo everybody,
I happen to wonder here,
And I saw everybody had posted their wonderful scores,
Some are happy and some are sad,
And I was like let me go check,
I did checked, and it changed my mood completely,
And it demolished everything that I had in my mind,
For the good or the worst; it had changed,
The colors faint away form thy eyes like the autumn leaves,
The fall has come into my life, indeed.
With all of these changing color leaves,
The roughness and the dryness came even with it,
My life, in my every cell was gone,
I was feeling numbed and nervous,
Anxiety had dominated me,
I was standing still,
The life in me was gone,
Gone on its way, to the point where I don't know,
And everything just became so season-less,
My whole year has been wasted,
Just because I did bad on this MCAT,
And what in the world, there is no sympathy,
But the world does not end,
If I / we did not do so well,
I hate myself and I hate everyone else,
For doing so bad on this stupid MCAT,
This did not help whatsoever at all,
I ended up with 20N, the worst score I would ever get!!
I just think all of this is nothing but non-sense,
I repeat to take my 'thank you note' back,
You all don't deserve to have that thank you note, do you all?
Well, I have made some friends,
Who cares if I did not do well on this one MCAT,
I will plan to take it again,
don't you all worry,
Continue talking your all weird rambling people,
I am so destined to become a doctor one day,
And I will retake it if I have some time to re-take it,
I have to plan my future and see,
Once the nerd,
Once a writer,
But the always,
R
IS So Sad
🙁 🙁 🙁