8 II's ---- 4 Silence 1 Rejection 3 Waitlist
Tired of the wait while I see my peers gain acceptances that have poorer stats, questionable motivations and work ethic. Tired of being told I must be a poor interviewer.
Tired of playing the game. Tired of the assumption that diversity, uniqueness, disadvantage, or the grandiose motivation narrative -- the stuff the Ad Coms want to hear, will make the best physicians. Tired of being honest, hard-working and down-to-earth and viewing medicine as a career/job that I would enjoy performing and be good at only to get passed over for individuals with buzz-word qualities that are meaningless with regards to the practice of medicine, and have yet to be linked to practicing better medicine. Tired of seeing my peers, some whom I know to be underhanded, lazy, cheaters or bull****ters get the acceptances because they talked big while I was honest, realistic and straightforward. Tired of the Ad Coms admitting the candidates they deem as superior or a "better fit" but whom I know to be going through the motions to get an MD degree to please their parents and associated bragging rights. Tired of my accomplishments being perceived as uninteresting compared to those who have taller tales but smaller stats and ECs. Tired of the Ad Coms being no different than the candidates they admit, for admitting what "looks good" for the school however insincere or unrealistic they may be. Sick of what I have to say and do to gain an acceptance... and the response an honest post like this will provoke. Tired of what I have seen and experienced during this whole process that will be regarded as misperception, emotionalism or immaturity. Maybe I don't want to be a physician anymore either after seeing what I see in this whole process. Lost respect for Ad Coms.