Sorry PP, that really sucks
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RANT
Ugh I should have never come to LA for the holidays.... it has been great seeing family, but not so great on my dog. My original plan was to stay in Dublin alone as Roc really does not do as well with the stress of travel anymore and he cannot handle the stress of me being gone either. Pretty much I am stuck - I have to be with him. But I let guilt from my family and my own wish to see them (after a year) - cloud my judgement. I figured he would be ok - an environment he knows and he would adjust ok and have one last time in LA.
He did fine on the plane - always does - just slept pretty much the entire trip. And then the first 2 nights here he pretty much paced all night long. The 3rd night I felt we made some progress - he slept a whole 6 hours. But then the 4th night he had a seizure, then had 3 more during the night a few hours apart. Figured we were done and then came home yesterday from a movie - all was good and he had another one. So I stayed home from my sister's b'day dinner to watch him. She was pissed, but she does not understand. Stress can cause his seizures and I needed to be there to break the cycle. As of now he has been seizure free since yesterday at 5 PM PST.

That is it..... Before this he would have 1 breakthrough seizure maybe once every few months, so this is a bit of a setback. He hasn't had cluster seizures in years. It makes me sad and mad - sad for him and mad at myself. I feel like I failed him. Poor guy is already old, epileptic, ataxic and not always right in the head.... and I caused him more stress.
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On top of that, I have been sick for over a month now. With the cold that never ends.... it was at the tail end when I got on the flight and now it is coming back with a vengeance. My inner ear hurts today. I got a UTI the day I flew - and it is taking forever to go away. And I have a pain in my side that never goes away. Just to add to everything else.... I am sick of being sick. ROAR
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