Pretty sure BF and I are done come August. Tired of his ****. All the things he's done that I've talked about on here are no longer happening (which is really nice and I'm proud of him), but the way he handles stress is unbearable and I can't be dealing with his awful attitude for 4 years in a LDR. And it's a part of his personality that won't change. He gets it from his mother... I won't even go there! Sorry dude!
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This morning:
"Do you want me to make you a cup of coffee?"
"Does it LOOK like I have time for coffee right now? Why do you always stress me out right before a test. You're the worst before tests!"
(He loves to say "always" about things I've literally never done before... and he'll even admit that. He's IMPOSSIBLE!!!)
... after I got up 2 hours early to take the dogs out so he could get right to studying, made him breakfast, never said two words to him (I know how it feels to want to focus), and want to make him coffee.... yeah I obviously suck
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And don't get me wrong, I have stressed days where I just need someone to cut me slack and shut up and leave me alone, but this is how he is about EVERYTHING and I'm not dragging that ****ty attitude into my list of stresses for vet school!
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Sorry... I'm done now. I only meant for this rant to be one sentence and look at me now lol.
The worst part? (ugh I here I go again
😳) I'm not even upset. I would normally me sad or mad, but I'm just annoyed and over it. And that's the worst point to reach. When you just don't care anymore and its never worth the fight. We haven't even as much as kissed each other more than 10 times in the past 3 weeks....