You know, this is why I was really nervous, I rather figured this was going to happen. My first interviewer kept telling me not to fret if I made the "alternate" list, as they do take a lot of people off of it and he said very rarely do people on the list get caught in a numbers game for a seat. Still, I am waiting, forever waiting! As Tom Petty had said, "waiting is the hardest part"....isnt that true! 🙁
I have not given up hope, but I am not going to keep my undies in a bunch about it until May....I think that would kill me! Instead, I am going to quit checking my "med school" email address every five minutes, and I refuse to check the Rush or UIC status pages any more! If those people have anything they want to tell me they can mail me a letter! I will invest all of my nervous energy and pent up frustrations into running, Pilates and crunches and by the time school starts, I will be rock hard, buff and healthy, too!
Thanks everyone for all of your support. Like I said, I have not thrown in the towel yet and I am still praying that I will see you all in July! (You can make fun of my 3.5 pack....I had abdominal surgery so I can never have a 6 pack no matter how many crunches I do, it is really funny!) May I still be part of your Loyola club even though I am merely clinging to your hem?
Have a good day! I am going to sleep now (I have to go back to work tonight....9 hours from now to be exact!)
p.s. I guess that Coldplay "X&Y" is not what I should be listening to right now.......
TALK
Oh, brother, I cant believe its true, Im so scared about the future and I want to talk to you. Are you lost or incomplete? Do you feel like a puzzle, you cant find your missing piece? Tell me how you feel. Well, I feel like theyre talking in a language I dont speak, and theyre talking it to me! So you dont know where youre going and you want to talk and you feel like youre going where youve been before. You'll tell anyone wholl listen but you feel ignored and nothings really making any sense at all.
SPEED OF SOUND
How long before I get in, before it starts before I begin? How long before you decide or before I know what it feels like? Where to, where do I go? If you never try then you'll never know. How long do I have to climb up on the side of this mountain of mine?