@pinkpuppy9 - one thing i realised a few weeks into my first year, was that no one actually knew nearly as much as they were pretending, and that in reality, they were all just pretending as much as i was (i just felt like i was obviously the village idiot). i used to run a review course, and my advice to new students was always that their classmates were just as overwhelmed and just as clueless and lost as they were. one night after a session, i had a group of people waiting to ask me questions. one girl started talking about how stupid she felt, and as soon as i started reassuring her that everyone felt the same way, several other people (with shocked looks on their face) rushed over to say that they felt the exact same way and it was a huge bonding moment with tears as they realised they were not alone! moral of the story here is that every worry you have right now is normal, and currently being felt by at least 10 other people at any given time. no one wants to show any weakness, so you're all there faking it together trying to psych each other out so that you can fit in. its silly, but really, you are not alone!