Yup no need to change anything, just keep being a toxic spiteful bitch and it's all okay because you're "sorry."What this article is basically saying is if you are an over-worked, unhappy, bitter resident who treats medical students poorly...just say sorry and it is all good.
Aaaaand this is definitely going to open the floodgates for more OB/GYN bashing even though it's not an OB/GYN resident.
Seems like she was at the time. It says in her bio that she did 1.5 residencies. Probably started in OB then went to rads.
Well, she's a rads resident now and still being a jerk with the letter.
Well, she's a rads resident now and still being a jerk with the letter.
Lol how can you even remotely be rude to med students on rads
"I was just so stressed out by the pressure I was under keeping patients alive that it just came out that way."
Something I've noticed about doctors and nurses that justify their crappy attitude because they just care soooo much about the patients: they are 150% more likely to bash the patients behind their backs.
What she is saying has nothing to do with how much or little she cares. She is saying that her job dumped way more work and responsibility on her than she has the training to handle, and she is using up 100% of her time and energy trying not to f- up so badly that people accuse her of murdering someone. It's not that she won't help/teach you, it's that she can't. She has no mental resources left to help you with.
This is one of the the fundamental problems with medical education in this country. Responsibility for your education is given primarily to people who:
1) are only a year or two ahead of you
2) who did not sign up to be educators
3) who are not evaluated based on their abilities as educators
And
4) who get zero dollars of the tens of thousands in tuition you paid to be educated.
Imagine if, for first grade, we told the kids to just follow around the second graders and learn whatever they could. Meanwhile the principal has fired the actual teachers and kept their salaries for himself. That's medical education.
You have absolutely no idea why she switched specialties. All you're doing is fabricating a reason that suits your narrative.ROFL. Why the switch to Rads? It seems that she herself couldn't handle the heat in the OB boiler room.
There's no "was" here. She's still rationalizing her bad attitude, and writing an article declaring that her students have forgiven her. My point was that no residency, OB or otherwise, magically turns someone into a monster. People that were jerks before residency will continue to be jerks, regardless of their chosen specialty.But she was an OB resident when she was a huge bitch to med students, per her own admission, so I'm not sure why you're saying she's not in OB. She was and just perpetuates the stereotype, unfortunately.
Yeah, I don't buy this at all. Plenty of preceptors (the vast majority in my experience) find the mental resources to do their job, and it's not like snapping at med students saves her any time or energy.What she is saying has nothing to do with how much or little she cares. She is saying that her job dumped way more work and responsibility on her than she has the training to handle, and she is using up 100% of her time and energy trying not to f- up so badly that people accuse her of murdering someone. It's not that she won't help/teach you, it's that she can't. She has no mental resources left to help you with.
Dear medical students, thank you for forgiving me.
Nice, because one of your former students happens to give you a passing smile that makes the tens of medical students you most likely treated like dog feces all forgive you.
Coping mechanism at it's finest.
There's no "was" here. She's still rationalizing her bad attitude, and writing an article declaring that her students have forgiven her. My point was that no residency, OB or otherwise, magically turns someone into a monster. People that were jerks before residency will continue to be jerks, regardless of their chosen specialty.
"I finally saw you in your long white coat the other day. And guess what? You were laughing and walking with someone in a short white coat. You looked over, saw me, and smiled."
Yes, because that medical student decided not to become her and actually became a role model to be looked up to. Words are cheap and as an attending she'll keep saying things like "if I did residency again I would help the medical students more etc." Sorry but she had her chance to do those things and if she were a resident again you would slouch back to those habits. She talks the talk, but the one who walked the walk was that former medical student.
With all due respect, you don’t know her. Why speculate and assume the very worst in people? Just give her the benefit of the doubt and hope that when given another opportunity to help out, she will make better choices.
There is more than enough inferences in there to know whether she really is regretting or not. Residency is 3-5 long years and more than enough time to change yourself. If you can't change yourself in that time, then what makes you think that if given a second chance at residency you would change?
Instead of feeling regret when that medical student smiled at her, she thought "thank god he/she forgives me." If she was really sorry she shouldn't think about being forgiven, she should be thinking about how to never make the same mistakes. This right here is the root of the problem and she doesn't realize it.
But there is a major concern here. If an MS3 is paired with malignant residents and attendings like that author of that article, how can they do well in the rotation? If the MS3 is actually seriously considering pursuing residency in that field, getting honors in that rotation is pretty much expected by program directors. Yet malignant supervisors can shamelessly derail the MS3’s aspirations.
I think its fair that if you are going to treat me like **** during a rotation and not engage me , that you dont give me a bad eval afterwards. I get you have stuff going on , you are busy, overworked, tired, exhausted. Dont double burn me, I can put up with the abuse but dont give me a bad eval to further **** my chances of matching well.wow a lot of entitled dickheads in here
I think its fair that if you are going to treat me like **** during a rotation and not engage me , that you dont give me a bad eval afterwards. I get you have stuff going on , you are busy, overworked, tired, exhausted. Dont double burn me, I can put up with the abuse but dont give me a bad eval to further **** my chances of matching well.
wow a lot of entitled dickheads in here
I don’t wanna respond for Crayola but my guess is that she was referring to the crowd ready to crucify the resident that has ADMITTED that she was wrong and is APOLOGIZING for it.
So wait, you think that resident's apology was sincere? Because apparently that's not the case here but who knows. I'm a lot more concerned about the threat of malignant residents and attendings who are willing to sabotage an MS3's chances of matching by giving crappy evals despite not even interacting with them or relegating them to bad tasks without giving them an opportunity to learn and develop clinical skills.
Do you have any evidence to suggest that the apology is not sincere? As you mentioned, nobody here can say for sure. So why not give this residents the benefit of the doubt? What's so hard about that? Or should we just continue judging her for the rest of her life?
How many of the people throwing rocks here have personally experienced "malignant residents and attendings" actually sabotaging their match with bad evals? And I honestly don't see why should this one individual, who is by saying sorry for what she did, be used to make a point about people that have nothing to do with her.
lol the article said it was reproduced in a similar form on SDN..... so I sincerely hope it was sincere
or is SDN acting like the Onion, haha parody of a resident giving any ****s about students!! hahahah
I doubt it
I don't see you answering my questions in your post here. You are basically paraphrasing your earlier comment.People can disingenuously express their feelings to attract sympathy from readers, and this can happen anywhere, even on SDN articles. I think the frustration lies in the fact that the resident in question pretty much burned the students by being unhelpful or even possibly malignant (based on the examples mentioned earlier in the thread), and her apology came after the fact and trivialized the harm she had done. This behavior pretty much angered the students and some residents here, which is why she’s getting a lot of hate. And her past behavior is an example of the ongoing problem of malignant residents and attendings who continue to burn students and destroy their match prospects.
That seems to be an underlying problem here which explains why it’s difficult to forgive that resident even if she says she’s sorry, sincerely or insincerely. At least that’s what I’m seeing here.
I’m just an observer here although I’m pretty concerned with situations involving malignant residents and attendings during clinical years and how to successfully handle them.
I don't see you answering my questions in your post here. You are basically paraphrasing your earlier comment.
The only new thing I see is that she "pretty much burned the students by being unhelpful or even possibly malignant (based on the examples mentioned earlier in the thread), and her apology came after the fact and trivialized the harm she had done". Now, again, do you have any actual evidence that her actions caused serious harm to MS3s? I also question your judgement when somehow in your mind the apology trivialized the harm done.
Now what truly pisses me off. "which explains why it’s difficult to forgive that resident even if" part. Really, dude? Who are you in this story exactly to decide whether to forgive her? Are you the student she wrote a letter to? This is exactly the entitlement attitude Crayola mentioned.
The irony of this conversation is that, in my observation, it is the whiniest most sycophant med students who end up becoming the type of residents that they complained about as MS3s.
You're doing something wrong if you're going five days without a real meal.
I think a better question is , what did this resident do after realizing her past behavior may have been poor? The other issue with the entire thing is blaming her behavior on outside forces, rather than accepting responsibility of her actions. There is no proposed changes to the way we educate future physicians, there are no proposed changes to her own behavior on how she would handle things differently. The whole thing comes off as a " you are going to have a ****ty educational experience because of me , and I am sorry" Seems like she is implying this is the status quo and it sucks. She also implies that perhaps a different person in her place may have behaved differently. So even if her intentions were noble , her apology comes off an disingenuous. She didnt even apologize to the student who is now an attending.I don't see you answering my questions in your post here. You are basically paraphrasing your earlier comment.
The only new thing I see is that she "pretty much burned the students by being unhelpful or even possibly malignant (based on the examples mentioned earlier in the thread), and her apology came after the fact and trivialized the harm she had done". Now, again, do you have any actual evidence that her actions caused serious harm to MS3s? I also question your judgement when somehow in your mind the apology trivialized the harm done.
Now what truly pisses me off. "which explains why it’s difficult to forgive that resident even if" part. Really, dude? Who are you in this story exactly to decide whether to forgive her? Are you the student she wrote a letter to? This is exactly the entitlement attitude Crayola mentioned.
The irony of this conversation is that, in my observation, it is the whiniest most sycophant med students who end up becoming the type of residents that they complained about as MS3s.
I'm guessing she was hangry. It's the #1 cause of malignant residents.
Fellow residents, please eat.
People can disingenuously express their feelings to attract sympathy from readers, and this can happen anywhere, even on SDN articles. I think the frustration lies in the fact that the resident in question pretty much burned the students by being unhelpful or even possibly malignant (based on the examples mentioned earlier in the thread), and her apology came after the fact and trivialized the harm she had done. This behavior pretty much angered the students and some residents here, which is why she’s getting a lot of hate. And her past behavior is an example of the ongoing problem of malignant residents and attendings who continue to burn students and destroy their match prospects.
That seems to be an underlying problem here which explains why it’s difficult to forgive that resident even if she says she’s sorry, sincerely or insincerely. At least that’s what I’m seeing here.
I’m just an observer here although I’m pretty concerned with situations involving malignant residents and attendings during clinical years and how to successfully handle them.
I mean the only thing we have to work with is the article she wrote, which is inherently one-sided. We don’t know what students think of her or what she really thinks of them (people can write in a way to garner sympathy from readers regardless of sincerity). So it’s pretty much impossible either way to find evidence for or against claims made if all we have is this article to follow.
So what we rely on is tying this article to experiences encountered. And that’s where differences in reactions to this article are clearly seen. Those who have dealt with malignant residents and attendings may categorize this resident’s behavior as unforgivable, while others can be more receptive and understanding. I think the strong negative reactions are due to encountering negative residents on regular basis and being slammed with negative evals despite doing everything they can to be proactive and engaged.
Yeah there is entitled behavior seen here and probably my use of the word “forgive” wasn’t the best even though I was merely describing the reasons behind negative reception. And yeah you’re probably right that whiny MS3s don’t help either. Maybe SDN threads complaining about getting bad evals from bad residents and attendings are grossly exaggerated and what happens in reality is markedly better than what’s reacted on SDN.
I just think that differences in personal experiences explain differences in reactions, and why this article gets so much hate. But it’s impossible to find any good evidence from this article alone so the key decision is whether to actually believe that resident or not,
The irony of this conversation is that, in my observation, it is the whiniest most sycophant med students who end up becoming the type of residents that they complained about as MS3s.
Most students don’t care about residents not having time to teach (especially on a hated rotation like OB), and are happy to sit in the corner and study for their shelf. The problem is that she, by her own admission, was outwardly rude to students. She may have been stressed and tired, but it’s still pretty weak to take that out on the lowest man on the totem pole that can’t defend themselves. The fact that she’s still making excuses, which boil down to “I have the lifestyle that many other residents manage to cope with”, makes her even less sympathetic in my eyes.
So it pisses you off that people read this article and make their own (admittedly subjective) inferences about the author’s character, but you’re allowed to infer that random people on the internet are whiney, entitled, and will be bad residents? Uh, ok.
An apology that includes some excuses is still an apology. I am sure there are ways to write it better, but there is no point in splitting hairs.
It's not about people making inferences. Read the comment I responded to again. It's about people here saying they have hard time forgiving her even though she hasn't done any harm to them personally. i think the author of that comment realized how it came across and clarified it better in his next response.
Btw, yes, you can infer anything about anyone on the internet filled with anonymous users who are saying ridiculous thing. Way different from someone outing themselves in a much more personal and not a very positive way.