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Yep, trying not to freak out too much… but after I had a preceptor absolutely assassinate my character on an eval out of the blue, which I didn’t find out until I found the comments on my MSPE (fixed now), I’m really not going to feel confident until I get that first interview.
I’m usually a decent judge of people and I strongly disliked that preceptor at first sight, but I thought we got along well enough despite the obvious personality mismatch for her to at least score me objectively/neutrally on my eval. However, she gave me the lowest possible passing scores in each section and wrote some nasty, untrue comments on my eval that I easily got removed. That low score graph looks funny on my MSPE considering all the rest are great.
The whole thing give me a little lingering feeling of unease. It’s made me wonder if I’ve misjudged how much the people who wrote my letters actually liked me, too.
It’s not even about not liking you. A lukewarm LOR can tank you as well.Hopefully we are all just being neurotic and we will all start getting lots of bite to
this is what I wonder/ don’t like about LOR’s.. like how do you know if the person you asked actually liked you after spending a limited time with them, at most a month sometimes even less. I mean we got along and I did well on the rotation, got good feedback but there is no way to 100% know. Now granted if this were 3rd year preceptor/faculty, they do have some vested interest in their students matching/doing well, and they have been through this process before so unless they absolutely hate you and don’t like anything about you it’s unlikely they would write you a bad LOR or even a lukewarm one to sabatoge your app.. atleast that’s how I feel about it.
