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I'm a 22 year old pre-medical student.
I've done quite a bit of volunteer work and plan to do more, and am currently a phlebotomist while pursuing a degree in the biological sciences. I'm also a certified life guard, so I've got quite a bit of work experience in that category as well. I've had the opportunity to shadow a physician even, and I hope to do more to bolster my resume.
Meaning, more volunteer work in and out of hospitals, research mentorship programs, participation in AMSA conventions presenting about telemedicine (an area I'm passionate about), mission trips abroad through an organization affiliated with AMSA, and after graduation I will be entering the peace corp for two years. There are also research symposiums which I could submit work for if I really wanted to go for an award. I am a leader of an LGBT organization on my campus, and I've been offered to join the debate team at my university- considering taking the opportunity and I believe that would fit nicely into my application.
Problem is- I fudged up a bit entering into the pre-medical process because of struggling with PTSD, and related- severe depression and anxiety. I didn't receive this diagnosis until it was much too late though.
Basically, I wasted 4 semesters (failing math and science related courses only) because of how bad I was struggling with this mental illness I wasn't able to perform as my best self, as a student. I know I am capable, and in high school before I the PTSD really began affecting me- teachers were *recommending* that I study medicine and become a physician, because of my natural ability in the sciences. All honors AP classes, passed them with flying colors, and was also a very involved student in the school, a varsity athlete, and an award winning thespian. I won several awards in academics and in creative areas as well.
I know that it wasn't the material that was causing me to fail, as I haven't seen it as "too difficult", what was difficult was simply learning to manage my mental illness- which, during the failed semesters, I was unaware I even had, and, had no clue how to deal with. It's hard to describe how it can get ahead of you, and ultimately ruin your life.
After a long stint of going in and out of mental hospitals and receiving lots of treatment, including specialized treatments for PTSD, as well as being put on a medication that works excellent for me, and spending a lot of time improving my mental and physical health, I am doing very well. It wasn't a question whether I would finish what I started or not, I very much so was going to. So I retook and replaced the failed courses with A's, every single one, and now have over a 3.0 GPA. I've already completed a lot of the other courses required to complete a bio degree as well with A's. I've already started studying for the MCAT and will be in an MCAT prep course next year. I also know someone who has already taken it and can give me some tips. I'm determined to get the highest MCAT score possible, knowing that my average of science and math GPA is not going to be my strong suit.
The question is will medical schools have understanding for what I went through, and be able to look over my mistakes, if my report card and resume is very strong minus the two bad years? As well as a high MCAT score? I could take extra science and math courses to improve the science and math average GPA even more and I'm considering reaching out to a paid private college counselor who will be able to give me advice and get me through to medical school. I don't mind at this point going to medical school in the Dominican Republic, or Mexico even- as I do speak Spanish, and have lived there before independently for two years- and I hope to return to Mexico to practice medicine there in the future. I will do whatever it takes so even the most unusual suggestions I will take into consideration. I've also read about entering masters degree programs to improve GPA from that point and then matriculating into medical school through those programs.
This is truly the life I have always seen myself pursuing and I am very passionate about and dedicated to. I hope that through my letter it is possible I can make it obvious that my rocky transcript is the markings of an individual who just does not give up, and who has persevered through something difficult, rather than someone who is incompetent and not a good candidate for medical school.
Sorry for the lengthy post. Thanks to anyone who read all of that.
So, what do you think are my chances?
I've done quite a bit of volunteer work and plan to do more, and am currently a phlebotomist while pursuing a degree in the biological sciences. I'm also a certified life guard, so I've got quite a bit of work experience in that category as well. I've had the opportunity to shadow a physician even, and I hope to do more to bolster my resume.
Meaning, more volunteer work in and out of hospitals, research mentorship programs, participation in AMSA conventions presenting about telemedicine (an area I'm passionate about), mission trips abroad through an organization affiliated with AMSA, and after graduation I will be entering the peace corp for two years. There are also research symposiums which I could submit work for if I really wanted to go for an award. I am a leader of an LGBT organization on my campus, and I've been offered to join the debate team at my university- considering taking the opportunity and I believe that would fit nicely into my application.
Problem is- I fudged up a bit entering into the pre-medical process because of struggling with PTSD, and related- severe depression and anxiety. I didn't receive this diagnosis until it was much too late though.
Basically, I wasted 4 semesters (failing math and science related courses only) because of how bad I was struggling with this mental illness I wasn't able to perform as my best self, as a student. I know I am capable, and in high school before I the PTSD really began affecting me- teachers were *recommending* that I study medicine and become a physician, because of my natural ability in the sciences. All honors AP classes, passed them with flying colors, and was also a very involved student in the school, a varsity athlete, and an award winning thespian. I won several awards in academics and in creative areas as well.
I know that it wasn't the material that was causing me to fail, as I haven't seen it as "too difficult", what was difficult was simply learning to manage my mental illness- which, during the failed semesters, I was unaware I even had, and, had no clue how to deal with. It's hard to describe how it can get ahead of you, and ultimately ruin your life.
After a long stint of going in and out of mental hospitals and receiving lots of treatment, including specialized treatments for PTSD, as well as being put on a medication that works excellent for me, and spending a lot of time improving my mental and physical health, I am doing very well. It wasn't a question whether I would finish what I started or not, I very much so was going to. So I retook and replaced the failed courses with A's, every single one, and now have over a 3.0 GPA. I've already completed a lot of the other courses required to complete a bio degree as well with A's. I've already started studying for the MCAT and will be in an MCAT prep course next year. I also know someone who has already taken it and can give me some tips. I'm determined to get the highest MCAT score possible, knowing that my average of science and math GPA is not going to be my strong suit.
The question is will medical schools have understanding for what I went through, and be able to look over my mistakes, if my report card and resume is very strong minus the two bad years? As well as a high MCAT score? I could take extra science and math courses to improve the science and math average GPA even more and I'm considering reaching out to a paid private college counselor who will be able to give me advice and get me through to medical school. I don't mind at this point going to medical school in the Dominican Republic, or Mexico even- as I do speak Spanish, and have lived there before independently for two years- and I hope to return to Mexico to practice medicine there in the future. I will do whatever it takes so even the most unusual suggestions I will take into consideration. I've also read about entering masters degree programs to improve GPA from that point and then matriculating into medical school through those programs.
This is truly the life I have always seen myself pursuing and I am very passionate about and dedicated to. I hope that through my letter it is possible I can make it obvious that my rocky transcript is the markings of an individual who just does not give up, and who has persevered through something difficult, rather than someone who is incompetent and not a good candidate for medical school.
Sorry for the lengthy post. Thanks to anyone who read all of that.
So, what do you think are my chances?
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