Absolutely. You can relate more than most people i talk to for sure. I only applied to one school and got an interview. I felt everything went great throughout the process, but I did not receive a prematch.This is so real. I don’t mean to invalidate as I know I’m in the lucky position to have prematches, but can relate to the “mentally prepping for a bad outcome but letting that hope creep in”… I’ve told myself for months that my top choice is not gonna happen but now that we’re there I’m like “okay…but what if it does?!?!”
About 2 weeks ago I started realizing that it wouldn't make much sense for them to send me a prematch knowing they already have me whenever they want me. Gave me a little hope going into tomorrow.