So I decided if I don't get in anywhere this year, next year I am only applying to schools with admission decisions before January
😉. I can't TAKE this waiting crap anymore!!!!! I'm driving myself crazy and everyone around me, my eyes are all messed up from staring at SDN and my email all day long (literally everything is blurry

lol), and I found a new love for crunchy salty things to ease my anxiety... not good lol

And I don't want anyone to tell me to calm down, or relax because admissions are out of my control, I just want some company in my misery lol.

So back off all you calm, optimistic, early accepted people!!!!
😛
(And congrats for being the person I cannot be)