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So I am a finishing my intern year at a small comunity program in internal medicine where I matched as a categorical. I graduated from one of the better caribbean medical schools and actually did quite well on my boards (upper 230s on both steps). I am a US citizen.My girlfriend(now fiance) and I both matched at the same program. I have been unhappy with internal medicine from the beginning of my intern year but know that it is common to be unhappy during your intern year and so decided to stick it out and hope that I would come to enjoy it more. Now Im three months away from finishing intern year, and while I am better at internal medicine, and less stressed I still dont think that internal medicine is the best choice for me. My questions and apprehensions are manifold;
1) Internal medicine is incredibly stressful, and I see it in the attendings face everyday. The hours for the hospitalists dont seem that great and the focus of hospitalist work is on throughput ie moving meat as fast as possible. I just dont think this is the kind of environment I want to work in. I am not inerested in subspecialization either. Private practice seems even more stressful from what Ive seen and experienced. Am I crazy for thinking that the life of a psychiatrist would be less stressful, and provide me more time to interact with patients.
2) My desire is to switch into psychiatry but have heard a lot lately about rapid increase in graduation rates and am concerned that if I give up a sure thing at a program I may end up with nothing. Is psychiatry competitive these days. It sure wasnt last year. Ideally I would transfer into the psych program in my city but it is a very IMG unfriendly program ie they have never taken a FMG so I basically would have to leave my wife and my home town behind to pursue psychiatry.
3) Ive considered taking next year off and reapplying for a spot for June 2013. DO people ever complete their intern year and then take a year off or does that look really bad. Again Im concerned that i could leave my program and then not match any where and be stuck paying my 1/3 of a million dollar loans and not able to practice.
So the match results are about to be posted and I feel like right now Im in a critical window to make a decision about what to do. I havent told my program anything and signed my contract for next year. Please Help!. I have lots more questions but had to ditch noon conference to post this......
1) Internal medicine is incredibly stressful, and I see it in the attendings face everyday. The hours for the hospitalists dont seem that great and the focus of hospitalist work is on throughput ie moving meat as fast as possible. I just dont think this is the kind of environment I want to work in. I am not inerested in subspecialization either. Private practice seems even more stressful from what Ive seen and experienced. Am I crazy for thinking that the life of a psychiatrist would be less stressful, and provide me more time to interact with patients.
2) My desire is to switch into psychiatry but have heard a lot lately about rapid increase in graduation rates and am concerned that if I give up a sure thing at a program I may end up with nothing. Is psychiatry competitive these days. It sure wasnt last year. Ideally I would transfer into the psych program in my city but it is a very IMG unfriendly program ie they have never taken a FMG so I basically would have to leave my wife and my home town behind to pursue psychiatry.
3) Ive considered taking next year off and reapplying for a spot for June 2013. DO people ever complete their intern year and then take a year off or does that look really bad. Again Im concerned that i could leave my program and then not match any where and be stuck paying my 1/3 of a million dollar loans and not able to practice.
So the match results are about to be posted and I feel like right now Im in a critical window to make a decision about what to do. I havent told my program anything and signed my contract for next year. Please Help!. I have lots more questions but had to ditch noon conference to post this......